Happy~ Badboyhalo angst

Im (not) okay!

Tw: Means thoughts,self harm,angst,attempted suicide

Goodboyhalo is in this part,in this story he is nice to bad though.he will be called "good".he is also in bads head but can take control at times.

* equals thoughts

~ equals the voices

' equals good

________________________________________________________________________________                                                                   Bads pov

~stupid,stupid,stupid!~ the voices cried,~ you made sapnap and skeppy worry!They dont deserve to worry,but your causing them pain!~

~Its.

All

Your 

Fault!~

 "No, I didnt mean to!" I cried slamming my head against the counter.

~You did though,you dont deserve friends especially not ones like them!~"What do I do I? "I ask voice cracking.~Go to the bathroom,open the drawer you know what to do.~I rushed to the bathroom,practically ripping the door of the hinges.Before i could go to the drawer I caught a glimpse at my reflection.My hair was messed up and my eyes were half open not unlike when you first wake up,in fact the only thing that showed my emotions was the dull empty look in my eyes with a splash of panic.

~do it ~ they said

I grabbed the blade 

10 for making skeppy sad,

10 for making sapnap sad,

5 for being stupid,

And 20 for being weak.

45 cuts total.

I sighed quickly putting bandages on the cuts.I cleaned up and put the first aid kit away.~Take some,they'll notice if you dont.~ "No!" I cried.I just got over it! I couldn't to that to them!

Not again.

I ran to my bedroom curling up in the covers.*I need help,*I thought.*No what are you thinking!Then you'll be someone elses problem!*I started to cry.Why dont I just end it?I walked to the bathroom,and grabbed the blade-( "uh,bad what are you doing?" techno asked."uh,sorry wrong blade. "Bad answered." CUT-")-and positioned over a new spot:my heart.I plunged the blade towards my chest.

'What in world do you think your doing!'a familar voice said.I instantly dropped the blade.( "Ow bad!" )

 "Good please take over I cant stand it!" i said,sobbing hysterically.

'calm down,I cant take control when your panicked.' Good instructed.

I took some deep breaths and  tried to calm down,soon enough i felt my consciousness fade.

'Goodnight bad don't worry,ill take care of everything.'Good said as everything faded into black.

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