Dammit I'm so pathetic! I relapsed. I didnt mean to but it hurt too bad. I had to. Dad was made at me, I wasn't eating dinner. My mind wouldn't let me! It kept repeating " don't eat that or you'll get fatter" "you really wanna get fat?" " god your so pathetic"
He yelled and me. And mum asked if I was okay. But I couldn't do
It.
Sometimes I wonder why I even try, after all I'm. Gonna die anyways what's the point? I'm useless, pathetic and incapable of doing anything. I need to go to bed.
Bye
Morning. I have school today and that means Jessica. Jessica is the school bully, she's slim, blond, perfect waist and body and everything I want. Why can't I have that? Fuck it I have to go anyways mum and dad will murder me if I don't.
I'm walking to school now, you may think to yourself, your fat aren't you puffed out or anything? No I'm not puffed out because despite how I look I do exercise. Society sucks with their stereotypes. God I see Jessica.
This'll be a long day
Well I got called fatty, slut, ugly mf and like a hundred other insults by her on the way Into school. My stomach hurts, I don't even wanna live anymore. What's the point..
I never thought I'd have the courage to even walk up onto the school roof. I know what I'm about to do. Sorry this books so short I guess you guys will have to say bye to me. Not like your missing out on anything. The whole world will see what I've been through. Because they'll regret what they did to me. Jessica, fuck you, you sick bastard. Jason fuck you for embarrassing me In front of everyone . Im done.
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The diary of an anorexic teen
Dla nastolatków⚠️Trigger warning for eating disorders ⚠️ Join 14 year old Layla in her journey to recover from her eating disorder. You'll discover what she's been through and continue on a journey with her to get better. If any information in this may be mislead...
