I lost my light

1st Chapter - Only me

I'm sorry in advance, as you all know I'm not good at English, so maybe there will still be some mistakes in this story, but I'll keep trying to be better.

Behind a person's success, there will always be someone, who supports them from the start, like my story, I supported a friend from the beginning until she passed the idol selection, at that time I saw she looked very happy, but that was also the last time I and her met.

she left without saying goodbye to me, she didn't even contact me at all, getting this kind of treatment, makes my heart is breaking I wish I didn't know her.

I didn't even come to her debut at all, I feel like I'm being stabbed in the back, but when I see her smile on the posters and television, I feel happy but also, I feel pain in my heart.

I was down for a few months, but then I realized I had to start forgetting it and start a new life.

live without her..................................

And just only me..............

4 years passed.

Today I'm in the campus environment with my friends, I've started to forget that incident, and here I am, with a life that I can enjoy and have more fun.

Rey: Yo Y/n, why are you daydreaming again about study problems?

Ikyo: it's impossible, Y/n has problems studying? are you kidding me? he always gets good grades all the time!

"that's not true, my grades are normal! I'm daydreaming about what I'm going to eat tonight"

Ikyo: I thought, you didn't care about what you were going to eat.

"what do you think I am? huh? robots?"

Rey: Are you confused about what you are going to eat later? how about eating at my place?

"thanks, but no! I plan to go out and eat ramen by my shelf!"

Ikyo: can I come along?

"no, you're too noisy!"

Rey: agree!

Ikyo: you hurt my feelings!

Their conversation was then interrupted by someone running towards them.

"hm?......ah Haru what's wrong why are you running ?"

Rey: you look like you've been chased by a ghost!

Haru: 'Huf'....Have you........all heard.........'huf'.....the news?

"no"

Ikyo: what?

Rey: what are you talking about?

Haru : ...'huf'....HOSHIMACHI SUIESI HAS RELEASED A NEW SONG!

"AAA DON'T SHOUT NEAR MY EARS, FUCK! MY EARS HURTS!"

Ikyo: really where? I want to hear it!

Haru: this we can hear it together!

"no thanks my class is about to start"

Ikyo: Come on Y/n just listen for a second, you know, Suisei is the best idol!

"don't care, don't listen~ I don't care about idols!" 'Y/n started to leave them

Rey: people who are considered idols by the whole campus say that? 'Rey shouted towards Y/n, who was getting away.

I don't care about her anymore, as long as I can live in peace that's enough after that I sat in class and waited for the lecturer to come, and not long after that, I heard someone come and sit beside me.