On My Block Imagines

Second Choice (Oscar)

Y/N's POV

I have been best friends with oscar since we were little kids we've grown up together we've always had each others back i was there for him when he went to jail i helped look after cesar we've just always had that type of close relationship and after being friends for so long and having occasional hookups those friendly feelings started turning into stronger feelings and as much as ive tried to keep them away everytime time i've seen him they just came rushing back and it didn't help that cesar and all of his friends knew and they pressured me to tell oscar how i feel but that is not gonna happen.

Oscar wasn't the type of person to just settle for one person he was and i mean this in the nicest way possible a hoe and whenever he became infatuated with someone else i was always pushed aside until he got tired of his flavor of the month and then he came back around and just acted like nothing ever happened so whenever i see him getting close to someone else i distance myself from him before he can and sometimes its hard for me to do because he's my best friend but im just sick of being his second choice

A couple days ago Oscar and Cesar invited me to a little party that the Santos were having and ive never missed a party so i got dressed up in a nice black crop top white ripped jeans and some black and white high top converse and made my way over when I got there I was greeted by all the santos Cesar and his friends the only person that was missing was spooky I excused myself and started making my way around the house to find him and when I found him every ounce of me wished I hadn't I walked into the kitchen to find him making out with some bimbo there was a sting of jealousy in my heart but I managed to push it away

"Sorry to interrupt I was just grabbing a drink" I reached in the fridge and grabbed a drink and rushed out of the kitchen ignoring Oscar calling my name I wasn't gonna let what I saw ruin my night I stayed and enjoyed myself but I also managed to stay far away from Oscar after a while the party got too crowded so I made my way outside just to get away from everything and have a moment with my thoughts

"Can we talk" my head snaps around to see Oscar standing by the door truthfully I had a lot of shit I wanted to say to him but I wasn't in the right state of mind to say anything "there's nothing to talk about spooky you don't have to explain yourself to me we aren't in a relationship" he came down closer to me and sat next to me on the step "you're right I don't have to explain myself but I want to what you saw in that kitchen was not what you thought it was-" I let out a loud scoff and stand up walking away from him

"really you're gonna pull that it's not what it looks like card I know exactly what it looks like because I have to sit through it every single time we have this talk every single fucking time I'm so sick of being your second choice I hate myself for allowing you to continue to do this so I'm putting this to an end I refuse to let myself be strung along because of you so I think it's best if we aren't friends anymore" before he had the opportunity to say anything else I just walked away and walked home letting go of someone I spent my whole life loving just for them not to love me the same way

Should I do a part 2 ?