Update

38 1 0
                                    

Okayyy omggg It's been so long Im not even exaggerating I'm so so sorry for not updating I had lost motivation andddd I've been so busy with life and lazy and I'm currently sick but hopefully I'll update soon bc I still have a lot of drafts like four or five stories I haven't finished writing but yes I will finish them so I can post them cz honestly I don't think y'all even read my stories bc they suck ngl they haven't been the best or they've actually never been but anywho I have a bit more drama so technically the girl who I said I was loosing feelings for turns out I literally love her idk why but I felt really bad bc at one point she became so obsessed with me and started stalking me while I was dating someone else but then I went to play with the high school band which she was in and I was in the middle school band but I was in the advanced band and that day she saw there was something wrong and she said once we got to school I had to tell her what was wrong and when we did get to school I cried bc she was being so nice to me and I was being a bitch to her and then I asked her if she still liked me and she said yes and that's when I felt the same way but not right away like a few weeks ago when we were rehearsing the music I for our football game I told myself I had to make things right and talk to her so i did so back to present times we were talking outside the restrooms and that's when I told her that I would literally leave my boyfriend for her and I meant it even tho I still liked that boy but then I broke up with him and I just didn't go back to him and i haven't bc I love her a lot and I have since last year it's just that I never asked her out bc I was scared to make a mistake and hurt her just like her ex did but I still liked her I was just scared to hurt her so that's why I didn't try anything and she was always here for me especially when I went through my first break up with my ex girlfriend soo now I'm just waiting till I get to highschool so I can date her bc what would be the point in dating her right now when I can't see her and I have no classes with her but anyways we still have a whole year but I better not loose feelings for her bc ima get so mad if I do bc she means a lot to me anywayssss idk what else I was going to say but yess I will update soon really soon hopefully as long as I get my life together bc right now it's been really shitty and I'm trying to figure things out but thank you for those who have patients with me I lovee you guysss <3333333

Komahina one shots Where stories live. Discover now