Sugarhill⋱ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʜʀᴇᴇ ᴅᴇᴍᴏɴꜱ ɪᴍᴀɢɪɴᴇꜱ

ғʟᴜᴛᴛᴇʀ.- ᴅᴅᴏᴛ

  "sʜᴇ ᴍʏ ʙᴀᴇ sʜᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪᴛ"

14

I fixed my hair up neatly as I was very cautious of my looks, I hated being judged

But more so of trying to look good infront of my long time crush, Darrian but everybody calls him ddot

We've been friends for some time now and he took off in his music career and I'm so happy for him

I looked at myself in the full body mirror with no expression

I felt as if I was the ugliest person on earth

I just kept moving my body in angles and pointing out my insecurities

I got so overwhelmed I could see my face getting red and my eyes started to water

I held my head up and forced myself to not cry

I rub my hands across my head and fixed my pants

I picked my bookbag up and took my phone off the charger looking at the percentage

"94"

I slid it into my jacket pocket and put my charger in my bookbag so no one asked for it because it was a fast charger

I threw my book bag on to my shoulder and put the other shoulder in as well

I picked up a ski mask ddot gave me for telling his aunt that he had been with me but originally he was at a party

I put it on over my hair, hoping it wouldn't mess up

I put my mask on and walked out my room, only to not even make it out the doorway before going back in to get my blueberry muffin

I got one from the container and ate it whilst my mom put her shoes on and stayed on the phone with my aunt

Ja': ma try this

I said excitedly, as the muffin tasted so heavenly

She looked at me then took a bite, being tooken aback

Ma: girl imma have to go out and buy more of those

Ja': fashoski

She signaled for me to come on and she started the car

It had gotten light like an hour ago and the temperature was fair today

Ma: hey baby? Wanna stop by McDonalds?

I got exited as this has never been a question asked by my mother in my whole 14 years of living, it was always my aunt who made pit stops to everywhere and got me snacks or food every time

Ja': yes!!

Ma: we only going cause I want some

She said, making a left turn

Once she pulled into the drive-thru she ordered for me because I get the same breakfast

We were always early to leave the house to go see my dad who works security at a hotel, but today only my mom was going

She payed and got the food handing my items to me as she drove to the plaza

I quietly ate in the back as "You Don't Want Drama" by 8ball and MJG played loudly

As I finished my mc griddle she pulled into the plaza

Ja': ma I can go in with you

Ma: come on

She said reluctantly

I smiled and picked up my hashbrown

We walked in a piggly wiggly as I continued to eat