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ᴍʏ ʜɪɢʜ.- ᴅᴅᴏᴛ

Hey

                  "Yᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴍʏ ʜɪɢʜ!"

Y'all are 14

"AND CLEAN UP THIS DIRTY ASS ROOM"

My dad screamed at me as he's been doing for the past idk how long

He then went on about how I'm "sorry" and "lazy" and "trifling"

They always emotionally abused me

I always left home to see my boyfriend and best friend ddot

Ofc I had my best friend taymora but ddot really understood everything

He then began to talk stuff about my appearance which really hurted me, I was sickingly insecure only because of them

My siblings are thankfully not this way

I felt my chest get heavy as my vision got blurry

I held my head down while picking up the items on my floor

He just kept dogging me out, fatally tearing pieces of my heart with every insult

The tears started to escape from my eyes

"crybaby ass nigga"

He simply said before leaving the room

I pushed the door up and walked away but he kicked it back open which startled me

" keep the fucking door open "

:  lol literally just trauma dumping on yo ahh this what my dad do😭 (pls laugh)

I cleaned up the whole room and locked my door

I texted my bf and told him to meet me on the steps

I sat there, thinking about everthing, I hated myself.

I hurried out the house onto his apt steps which were close to mine

Ddot: hey beautiful

We smiled at eachother, i loved his warm smile

He sat beside me and hugged me

Ddot: what happened bebe?

I explained the whole day to him

Ddot: damn, that nigga on dick bad

I laughed

We both chilled as he told me how his day went, obviously alot better than mines

Ja': its like everyday you say im beautiful but I dont feel that way

Ddot: aye b, I want you to know I will always think youre the most beautiful girl in the world inside and out

I smiled as he always knew what to say

Ddot: yo mammy and pops can eat a frank with they goofy asses, idgaf I can say it to they face, to they ancestors who ever tf wanna get it

We talked about anything and everything before I had to go back

Ddot: bye hermosa

Ja': bye guapa

I said, pecking his lips

He hugged me tight as I walked off slowly

He always wanted to walk with me but if my dad sees him Im done for

As I went back into the house my mom was in the kitchen with her friend

Ma: where tf you been little girl?

Ja': ive been with kiani

I said lying, she was one of my friends who lived out here

Ma: neither one of us said you could go, so why tf did you leave this house?

I sighed heavily and walked off

I knew she wanted to always look good infront of her friends so it didnt bother me

I quietly closed my door, locked it and laid back on my bed closing my eyes

I wasnt even sleepy then but once I laid down all of a sudden I felt like I had just got done eating a thanksgiving plate

I soon got out of my feelings and went to sleep, hearing the sounds of my moms laughter and "the box" by roddy rich playing

...............

I woke up to soft tapping on my nearby window

I got up and opened my curtains to my bf with a box of snacks😩

He was crazily smiling showing all of his spaced teeth

I loved them tho.

I opened the window, grabbed the box and smiled brightly at him

Ddot: hii babyy

Ja': thank you so much!

Ddot: ykkkk

Ja': Ikkkkk

I said hyping him up, as I usually always did

We kissed and he walked off soon after looking back and throwing up the middle finger

I did the same

I watched as he walked away until I couldnt see him anymore

I smiled hard and closed the window

I sat on my bed and went through the stuff

I came across a note and a pre rolled blunt

I read through the sweet message he wrote him self in his bad handwriting I somehow only understood

As I got to the end I realised why he gave me the za

I read it out loud

Ja': you are my high!

I began to sing the song while swaying my body

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