I'll Kept Loving You Until The End.. (zhongchi)

Not Doing Well?

( apologize for the missed spelling/wrong grammar)

<alcohol, p!lls, self - h@rm,bl00d>

night he was like running away but he wasn't, he just left the school at night he was starving but he just brought vodka

He got to his apartment, lock the door put 3 vodka on the counter, he open the vodka and brought the vodka on the couch while it was showing a movie

He drank the vodka 2x and he felt dizzy, he ignored it as he finished the first vodka bottle he suddenly stands up, and it made him out of balance but he lucky grab something so he didn't get the chance of falling down on the cold tiles,, he open the second bottle drank  up as fast as he can, and open the third and last bottle of vodka he drank half of it, he sudden fell on the ground and fainted.

As he woke up on the floor he didn't remember what happened but he saw the clue... The vodka..
His alcholoic addiction came back he, started drinking vodka when he was 17 he did that until 20 years old, and he started to end it when he was 21

The third bottle was shattered, there was glass around him lucky he didn't get cut by the glass, as childe sat up he gaze at the glass and took the larger glass, and he c*t his left hand it made bl00d tear down on the floor, then a tear fell down into his red cheeks, it was around 3 in the morning he woke up

He stands up and goes to his bathroom to wash his hands, he suddenly took out p!lls in the shelf he hesitate on the p!lls and just put back on the shelf
He became emotional in the bathroom

He stop crying, he wipe his tears and just stand up and clean the mess he made in the kitchen, he took out his phone and stared the number on his therapy number and decided not to disturb her and he called itto but no answer so he didn't bother to called him back

He was zoning out, he didn't know what to do except doing some sh,, he decided to lay in the couch and open his social medias, and he saw a message request it was someone that he clearly didn't have in his phone number

<The chat>

1:35 am
Hey.. This is zhongli
I ask itto for your phone number
So i can check you up
Are you doin' alright?

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He looked at the message again and slime

Yeah I'm okay:)

He looked into his Instagram and seeing aether wasn't with xiao in his post he usually post with xiao every picture and the caption said ' happy single:)' so childe think his single and they broke up and take a look on xiao's insta he wasn't posting anything new, but someone mentioned him, it was venti his dear friend

Childe know that venti liked him but he didn't confess because he had a boyfriend the caption says 'looks whos here looking for meh, hehe'

Childe roll his eyes and just kept looking through his phone with boredness

It was around 5 now he started to get ready, change clothes, eat breakfast and pack his stuff

It was 5:45am, he started walking his way to the school it was 200 kilometer

He eventually made way his classroom 6:15 in the morning knowing the classroom was still open he took his seat and waited for anyone to came by

6:20, after waiting for 5 minutes someone step inside on the classroom he turn his attention to the door and seeing zhongli was there "oh hey!"childe raised his voice so zhongli can hear it" hey " zhongli responded

" your early " the brunette ask" yeah i woke up early" childe answered and put his head into his desk

"Can you eat with me in lunch? " childe ask and zhongli smile from behind "alright." the hot brunettes answered

To be continued-