'You're so pretty' I smiled and kissed her on the lips then hugged her around her waist.
'Awh, you're very handsome' she chirped then returned my smile.
We walked to the park together with books in our arms and again hand-in-hand. I sat myself down and she sat beside me and placed her head on my shoulder.
She seemed a lot less smiley than she usually does
'What's wrong?' I asked stroking her hair
'Oh well..' she paused 'are you sure?' She asked her smile slowly dropping to her lip quivering and her eyes beginning to swell into red and salty water forming on the lower eyelid
'I wish we could be together forever' she said, not smiling for what seems like the first time ever
'What do you mean?' I asked
'I lied to you, I'm very sorry' she replied smiling again but now with tears rolling down her face. I've never seen her like this before.
'What are you talking about? We can be together for as long as you want and as long as you need, if it's too much of a struggle to be together that's ok my love...'
'No no!' She hissed 'I do love you my love. It's just...' she added
'What is it just let it out' I replied softly, raking my hand through her hair
'Darling I'm not real..' she whispered, my heart dropped
'I'm dead dont you remember' she added
'I don't care. I prefer this. Please.' I begged
'No. You have to grow. You have to get over this' she smiled her lip still shaking and tears rolling from her eyes.
'But no. I can't leave you again. I just can't. Please don't do this to me. Come on what do you want me to do. I didn't get to say I loved you. Please please please. Come on baby don't leave me again.' I begged holding her tight
'You need to stop, come on, why can't you just forget about me?' She whispered kissing my head
'Because I want you back. I don't want to be alone anymore. Please baby come back. I'm begging you. I can't be without you any longer-'
'Baby please'
'No.'
'I'm not seeing you again just so you're gone again. I don't want you to be a memory any more. I want you to be alive again. Please. I can't handle you being gone' I cried, I felt like my heart had dropped to my stomach once more, I felt like screaming. I don't want this to happen again. I can't experience it again. Please don't let me feel this pain again. Please please I'm begging you.
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To the world you may be human, but to someone you are home.
Short StoryTW!!! Sh Suicide Language Mentions of Death This book has no sexual scenes but is very into the self harm and suicidal theme which is why it is rated mature. Because it crosses the guidelines so I'm very sure that this is definitely harmful and in...
