I AM NOT THAT GIRL

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I have never been that girl . That girl who gets out of a relationship and finds herself in another . Effortesly like it was destiny . I guess it just wasn't destined for me . To be that girl . That girl who people can't stop confessing their unyielding love for them. That girl who people can't stop talking about how pretty they are who can get guys to buy her a drink with just a smack of her lips or a hair flip .that girl who knows how to flirt .that girl who can put on makeup flawlessly . That girl who can post a photo in Instagram without finding a million insecurities lurking at the top of her fingers before pushing the share button . And I know that I shouldn't let these things define who I am or bother me but they do . It's like having a lack of Male attention is seen as a abnormally less than womanly . And I am forced to ask myself what is wrong with me .maybe it was because I was never intended to be that girl . Maybe it was because I was destined to be something more . That girl who knows who is and is proud of it . That girl who knows what she wants and fights for it until it's hers that girl who just lives her life and loves herself ms doesn't define herself by the photoshopped girls she sees in the magazines who still has insecurities but at the end of the day couldn't care less .
Yeah I wanna be that girl

NOTE: THIS IS NOT MY WORK . This is a monologue form a video on buzz feed. Check it out if you want it's called I'm not that girl

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