Poems of love and sadness Story Ideas Too!!

"I wanted you.. "

I wanted you to see my hurt..
I wanted you to see through my useless words..
I wanted you to see my love..
I wanted you to see what I had offer ..
I wanted you to see that I wasn't going to just leave you.. like the others
I wanted you to see what your spell had done to me..
I wanted you to know that no matter what has been said I would never take anything to heart.
Never mind, I did.
I took a lot to heart, but it was only because I thought every word you said was pure gold..
Filled without venom..
I thought that maybe, just.. Maybe you'd mean it.
I wanted you to know that I loved you with everything I could give you from my dainty heart..
My heart is shattered..
I'm broken..
Torn in two
I thought you could handle me..
I thought you could put the pieces back together that's why I wanted you to..
I thought that maybe you'd see past my tiny smile and just hug me and tell me you loved me..
But you never did..
Maybe.. I was too good at it..
I wanted you to see I wasn't giving up
I wanted you to see that I wasn't giving up on us , on you and on myself..
I couldn't.
I wanted you.
I wanted you to know me like the back of your hand.
I wanted you to be able to spit facts out about me on the spot.
I wanted you to say the things you felt scared to say..
I wanted you to know me, for me.
I wanted you to be able to understand my slight shrugs and non tight hugs..
I wanted you to see that I wasn't happy with myself.
I wanted you to see that i've been waiting hand and foot for your move.
I wanted you to take a walk in my shoes..
I wanted you to love me the way I loved you..
Oh my god..
I just wanted you..

Even after everything that happened...

I wanted you..