Bitter Love

chapter 1

Author note: u can imagine this song on this chapter.

MS pov:

"Mahi bhai get ready fast, we all have to leave for the match."
I heard Cheeku's voice from behind but my eyes were on the news running on Tv. Our new BCCI President was about to be interviewed.

I don't know who will be our new BCCI President but I knew that she is a girl and today after the match she will also come to meet the whole team.

I took a long breath. Don't know why since this morning it seems like today is going to be a different day.
Today suddenly after a long time she came in my dreams. The love of my life, my sakshi.

I have spent 5 years without the girl without whom even a day i could not pass.. Today she is not with me but her memories are with me and with the help of those memories, I have spent these 5 years.

Alone, crying for her. She left me alone on the day when both of us were going to be together forever.

I tried to call her to reach her and ask her that why she left me but she didn't received my calls and after few days she changed her number.

Neither any message nor any call, she just left me and left. I searched for her everywhere but I could not find her anywhere. She never came back and I was left alone with her memories.

I don't know where she is today. Is she alone or someone else has come in her life. Is she happy or not
I don't know whether to hate her or love her. All I know is that once I meet her, I want to ask why she went left me . what mistake did i commit that she punished me in such brutal way.

I want a closer of this story so that I can move on peacefully.

Even today, when those days, the moments that we spent together, come in front of my eyes, I just think of crying. She is such a story of my life that I want to forget and move on, but every time the memory of her stops me from moving on.

"Where are you lost Mahi Bhai" Cheeku's voice broke the chains of my memories. I immediately turned off the TV and turned around towards him.

"Nothing Virat, just old memories" I replied to him with a slight smile.
"No mahi bhai i know you are hiding something from me. You called me Virat" Cheeku said while puffing his mouth.

Seeing him like this made me laugh out loud and I forgot my all sorrow.
He was medicine of my pain . I am alive today because of chiku. If it wasn't for him, I would have killed myself.

"Come on, leave all this talk and tell me how is Anushka." I asked cheeku.

"She is fine but you don't change the topic bhai. I know you are hiding something." Virat asked.

"This story is for other day now let's go we have match so get ready" 
I told Virat while leaving the room.

We met the team at hotel reception. And from there we went to the stadium. We were going to play match against our biggest rival Pakistan.

We won the toss and choose to field first. We were gathered on ground for last minute meeting.

"Listen Guys this match is very important. Toh we have won the series but this is the last match is very important for us." I told the whole team.

I threw the bowl at Ashwin and said "Ash u do the opening bowling ".

As everyone turned to go their position I felt my heart beat increase. I use to feel like this when I was dating sakshi . I turned around towards crowd to look for someone but she wasn't there.

She won't come here. She doesn't even like cricket. I thought in my mind.

Thinking it was all just my mind playing games, i took my position behind the wicket as wicketkeeper.

Between the match when I was setting the fielding my eyes went towards pavallion and for a moment I thought I saw sakshi standing there.

I was shocked to see her there bt then suddenly she wasn't there. I was sure that I saw her or maybe she was my imagination.

My thoughts were broken when I saw Raina Virat Rohit and jadeja fighting over something between the field.

I got worried and went towards them. As I came closer to listen their conversation, my worries turn in anger and all I saw was red.

These people are fighting over fielding arrangement. Everyone wants to stand near girls and cheerleaders. Don't know when they will stop fighting like kids.

I calmly went towards them and said in dangerous voice "If you do not want to be dropped in the next match, then go to your position where you have fielded."

They, like a small kid quickly ran to their fielding position and I went back to my position behind the wicket.
But my heart was still telling that it was sakshi standing there in pavilion. I don't know what is happening me today. First I saw her in my dreams now i m imagining her.

I kept my focus on game and we got the target of 275 runs in 50 overs.

Ofcourse we won the match and i scored a century after a long time.

After the presentation ceremony , we went back to our dressing room and i called Virat Raina Rohit jadeja.

"Koi batayega ki field pe kya ho raha tha"  i calmly asked them.

" Match ho raha tha bhai aur kya" jadeja said with confused expression on his face.

" Really. I thought hm log mere biopic ki shooting kar rhe the" i sarcastically commented.

" Part two ki shooting shuru ho gayi bhai" Rohit asked excitedly.

I took a deep breath and looked towards Rohit" u think i m fool"? I said with a dangerous tone.

They went quite suddenly nd looked down. I gave them last warning again and dismissed them.

Suddenly Dada entered the dressing room and told us that the new president will meet us in our hotel only.

We got fresh nd went back to hotel.
I closed my eyes with one girl in my mind. Sakshi.

I don't know why I was missing her alot today.

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uddenly i opened my phone gallery and saw her photos, our photos.

A tear escaped my eyes but i wiped it away before anyone can see me crying.

Suddenly the bus came to stop and one by one everyone got of the bus.
I was the last one to get off the bus as I was sitting in last.

We went inside meeting room and saw dada was already there with a girl bt i couldn't see her face as her back was facing me.

She slowly turned around and as I was about to look her face my mobile phone went on. I look towards caller ID and saw it was my mother calling me. I told yuvi  that i m going outside to talk my mother.

After talking to my mother i went to meeting only to find it empty except for dada and few other staffs.

"Meeting over ho gayi kya dada" i went towards dada and sat on one chair.

He smiled at me and said " Haan mahi tu Gaya tha aunty se baat krne toh maine new BCCI president ka introduction team member se karwa diya. Tum next match me mil Lena usse"

I just nodded my head and went inside my room only to find everyone either eating or playing game. Not wanting to disturb anyone i silently went towards sofa and slept as I was tired. But i know sleep was far from my eyes she was constantly in my mind.

Author note: Ohk i know this chapter might be cringy or crappy as it is jus beginning. But i will try to improve. And as I said earlier any criticism is excepted if it is done nicely. Do poin out mistakes and i will try to improve them.

Updates will be slow as I have to study for my competitive exams.

Do like this chapter .
Have a nice day.