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"Are you sure about this one?" I asked, as I turned around in the dress, looking myself up and down in the mirror.

"Positive. They all have looked gorgeous on you, but this one is the kind of dress you want to wear for the party. It is clean and elegant but super sexy too. Plus, it makes your boobs look great." Taehyung answered, watching me turn around slowly for him with thumbs up.

"Geez Tae, talk about making a girl blush." I smiled, looking down. He laughed as he watched me scurry around, now touching up my makeup.

"You know, I am kind of nervous. I have never even met Jimin, and now I'm showing up to his place without Jungkook since he is going to be late. It's kind of awkward." he said, playing with his hands.

"Ok first off, you won't be alone, you will be with me. And secondly, you were invited so it's not like you are crashing the party or something. Plus, Jimin is super nice, you will like him." I replied, as I observed my face in the mirror. I heard him sigh, making me turn to look at him.

"What's really bothering you Tae?" I asked as I walked over to where he was sitting on the couch.

"It's just....well....Jungkook and I have been going out for a couple months now, right? I am pretty sure that I love him, but I know he's going to want to have sex soon and I'm just afraid after, you know, what happened." he said, not looking up from his hands. I sat beside him and grabbed one of his hands in mine. He wrapped his long fingers around my hand as he held it, biting his lip. I took my other hand and put it under his chin, lifting his head.

"Tae, look at me. He is not like Youngjae, so the same thing will not happen. Jungkook really and truly cares for you." I said, trying to reassure him.

"Yeah, but I thought Youngjae did too." he sniffled as I saw a tears brimming on his eyes.

"Has Jungkook given you any indication that he would force it?" I asked, already positive I knew the answer.

"N-no. He has told me he is happy to wait as long as he needs to until I'm ready." he replied, wiping the moisture from his eyes before tears could fall.

"Exactly. Jungkook has asked me before if something happened with you because you have become extremely nervous and clam up whenever sex is even mentioned. I told him that he would need to talk to you about that, and he hasn't even asked you about it, has he?" I asked, squeezing his hand tighter.

"No, he hasn't. I mean, as you know, we have done stuff, but I am so afraid." he almost whispered.

"Tae, he is a sweet guy. I can promise that he cares for you. The fact that he hasn't even said anything means that he is letting you open up to him in your own time. Do you think that since you are feeling this kind of anxiety, maybe it's an indication that it's time you talk to him about it? Especially since you said that you think you love him." I suggested. He nodded and let out a little shaky sigh, biting his lip again. I stood up and slightly pulled at his hand to motion for him to get up with me. He stood as I wrapped my arms around him tightly and pulled him close for a warm embrace.

"What would I do without my bestie?" he asked, leaning his forehead against my shoulder.

"I know I couldn't be without you, so you never have to find out." I smiled, kissing his cheek. He leaned back and smiled at me, letting out what seemed to be a sigh of relief.

"Now, let's get to that party." he grinned, taking my hand.

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Jimin's penthouse apartment was absolutely stunning. It was very modern, like Namjoon's but elegant as well. There were already quite a few people there, mingling and dancing and drinking.

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