Yes Sir (Kim Namjoon Fanfic)

~32~

~Jungkook's POV~

I could tell I was starting to feel the alcohol a little bit, but Tae was definitely feeling it more than just a little.

"Kooookieeeee." He said in a soft and sing song voice. I chuckled as I pulled him closer to me while we still swayed gently to the music.

"Yes, Tae Tae?" I asked, running one hand slowly up his back. He laid his head on my shoulder and nuzzled into my neck.

"Can we stay like this forever?" He asked, his voice sounding especially cute, almost childlike. It made my heart skip a beat and swell with warmth for the man I had my arms around.

"But if we stay like this forever, how can I cuddle you in bed?" I replied, kissing the side of his head.

"Mmmm good point, let's cuddle!!!" He giggled, jerking his head up and running toward the doorway to the hall. I grinned and shook my head, scanning the crowd for a face before following Tae.

"Jimin, I hate to ask this, but Tae has disappeared into one of your bedrooms. Do you care if I get him to lay down for a while? He seems pretty drunk." I asked, biting my lip a little.

"Of course! You guys are free to stay the night if you want. We have the room." Jimin shrugged, giving me a warm smile. I thanked him before heading into the hallway.

"Where are you babe?" I called out for Taehyung, walking slowly. I heard him giggle from a room slightly down the hall more, making me break into a huge grin.

"Ok Tae Tae, I've got- Oh hell." I breathed as I walked into the room. Taehyung was standing there in just his boxers, grinning mischievously.

"Come heeeeere." He whined as he plopped back onto the bed.

"Ok, hang on." I said as I shut the door behind me and locked it. I had no intention of doing anything to him, but there was no telling what he was going to try. I took my shoes, jacket and tie off before starting to crawl up on the bed. Tae started making the cutest pouty face as I sat beside him on the bed, my legs pulled up and crossed.

"What's wrong?" I asked, running my hand through his thick hair.

"You're too dressed." He huffed. Before I could say anything or protest, he straddled me and sat right in my lap, wrapping his legs around me. I swallowed as he giggled and fumbled with the buttons on my shirt, slowly opening them one by one. I stared at his lips intently as he set them in a straight line, his tongue sticking out of one corner in concentration as he continued to unbutton the last few remaining buttons. He flashed me a huge smile of accomplishment as he opened my shirt and pushed it back, urging me to take it off. I complied and shrugged my shirt off of my shoulders as he giggled and grabbed hold of my belt buckle.

"Baby, I don't think that's a good idea." I said, placing my hands on top of his.

"But whyyyy?" He whined as he wiggled around on my lap, making me let out a restrained grunt. I squeezed my eyes shut as I let go of his hands and grabbed his hips to keep him still. I was already trying to fight off excitement but when he grinded slightly into my crotch, it was making it almost impossible. It was so weird to have Tae being like this. Not that him being affectionate or trying to turn me on was weird, but it was always me in his lap, not the other way around. He finally got my belt open and grinned, leaning in to kiss me. I hummed into the kiss, appreciating the perfect way his lips molded into mine, like we were made for each other. I could still taste the faint hint of alcohol as he slid his tongue into my mouth, letting out a deep hum. I melted into the feeling until my eyes shot open at the feel of Taehyung's hand slipping into my pants.

"Ok, ok. I think we should stop there." I said slightly out of breath, grabbing hold of his wrist.

"But I want you inside me!" he groaned, biting his lip. I shook my head back and forth in confusion.

"Um, Tae do you mean you want to be inside me?" I asked, putting one hand on the back of his neck as I leaned my forehead against his.

"No, I want to feel you inside me." he groaned. Tae had never bottomed before, so I had no idea where this was coming from. Maybe he was full of shit since he was drunk or maybe this was a hidden secret desire of his to try but I was definitely not about to cross that line.

"Baby, let's just cuddle now, ok?" I said, as I slipped my hand from around his neck to on his cheek, cupping it gently. He looked at me with hurt in his eyes, his lip almost quivering. Shit, what did I say?

"But...but....I don't want you to leave me." he sniffled, looking down at his hands as he fumbled them together.

"I'm not going to leave you! What makes you think that?" I asked as I shifted slightly under his weight. He looked up at me with watery eyes, biting his lip and blinking hard. Seeing him like this was like an arrow to my heart.

"I have to have sex with you so you will stay. I don't want to be left again." he said, his voice breaking slightly at the last few words. I pulled him in and kissed him softly and gently, running my thumb over his cheek, catching a tear that fell. I pulled him onto my chest as I leaned back, laying us on the bed. We shifted to a more comfortable position as I put his head on my chest and wrapped my arm around him tightly.

"Taehyung, I won't leave you; I want to be with you no matter how long it takes you to be comfortable enough for that. You don't have to have sex with me to make me stay. Is that what happened to you before?" I asked, running my other hand through his hair. He nodded slightly against my chest as I felt the warmth from some tears hit my skin. I sighed and rubbed his back in place, kissing his forehead.

"Do you want to talk about it?" I asked, slowly patting him as I heard him sniffle again.

"I want to tell you, but I don't know if I can stay awake." he said, his voice sounding thick and slightly heavy.

"Well, you just tell me when you are ready, ok baby?" I replied, pulling him up a little more, letting him nuzzle his head into my neck.

"Ok Kookie. I love you." he said, softly. I held my breath for a moment, feeling my heart race fast. He just said he loved me. Was it because he was drunk? I hesitated for a brief moment before deciding to respond, wondering if he would remember in the morning.

"I love you too."