Yes Sir (Kim Namjoon Fanfic)

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A couple more weeks went by and every day, he was becoming more distant and colder with me. He didn't have me sleep at his house anymore and the only time he wanted anything to do with me outside of work was when he wanted sex. Quite honestly, I didn't understand why he was even still sleeping with me if he had Jaeli. They had been going strong lately, making sure to make a lot of public appearances. I would be lying if I said that it didn't hurt or still bother me. This is what would go through my head when I would lay there after sex, and he was showering or had gotten dressed and left me. And that is what I was thinking about now while I was getting dressed after another round of meaningless sex. I couldn't help but start to feel especially down.

"What's wrong with you?" He asked in a cold tone as he started to button his shirt.

"Nothing sir." I sighed as I put my skirt on.

"Then what's with the face? I remember when you used to be all smiles after I fucked you good." He smirked as he started to put on his tie.

"Fine. It's just.... why are you still having sex with me? Don't you have Jaeli now?" I asked, almost immediately regretting it. He raised one eyebrow and tucked his shirt in his pants.

"Not that it is any of your business, but first, it is part of the duties spelled out in your contract. Second, due to that fact, I'm paying for that service so I should get it shouldn't I? And thirdly, Jaeli may get scared away by my... kinks, so I am waiting." He replied so matter-of-factly. I felt my heart ache more and more with each of his words as I looked to the floor, nodding my head slightly.

"Yes sir." I mumbled. I bit my lip to fight back the emotions that threatened to show.

"What is the attitude for?" He snapped. I looked up at him, shaking my head slightly.

"No attitude sir. I just don't feel right now that you have a serious girlfriend." I said quietly. He rolled his eyes as he shook his head.

"Why? Is it because you thought this was some kind of relationship or something? You knew what this was going to be going in." He scoffed. I swear I felt my heart crack at that moment as I lowered my head and nodded.

"I understand sir." I said, barely above a whisper. With that, he grabbed his phone off of the end table and walked out of the room. I put my hand over my mouth and tried to keep my breathing quiet as I let a few tears fall. I was the biggest damn fool to think that someone like him could ever like me. I wiped my face and gathered myself together before leaving the house, hoping I wouldn't have to see him.

As I walked into my apartment, I saw Tae sitting on my couch and Jungkook in the kitchen, getting cookies off of a tray.

"You sounded like you needed some Tae time on the phone. And Kookie's cookies cure all ailments." Taehyung smiled, standing up and opening his arms to me. I dropped my bag by the floor and walked over to be wrapped into his warm arms. I felt even better as Jungkook hugged me from behind, squeezing me between him and Taehyung.

"Thanks guys." I mumbled into Tae's chest with a smile on my face.

"Don't mention it! We all get down and you have special reasons to be down right about now. Now enough of that. Time for some cookies." Jungkook said in a cheerful tone. As he let go of me, I looked up at Tae as he kissed my forehead.

"Thanks Tae." I said again as he let go and led me to the kitchen. Jungkook pushed over the plate of still warm chocolate chip cookies, the smell invading my nose. We all grabbed one and as I bit into the moist and gooey cookie, I couldn't help but let out a groan of appreciation. Jungkook giggled as Tae just grinned, eating the rest of his cookie in one bite.

"Jungkook, those are amazing." I said, after finishing the bite before taking another.

"Thank you! It's my grandma's recipe. My mom always let me help when I was little and she knew how much I loved them, so she gifted me the recipe when I moved out." He grinned.

"If you keep making these, I'm going to get fat." Taehyung fake whined as he ate another cookie.

"Don't worry babe, I will make sure we work off those calories." He replied, winking. Tae turned bright pink, looking away and trying not to grin. I giggled as I looked between the two of them. I was so happy things seemed to be going so well in their relationship.

"So, are you guys excited for your weekend getaway?" I asked, winking. They both flushed slightly, grinning from ear to ear.

"I am thinking this will be the best birthday ever." Taehyung replied, sucking the melted chocolate off of one of his fingers.

"I will make sure it is." Jungkook replied, leaning over the corner of the island, placing a gentle kiss against Taehyung's cheek. My attention was broken when my phone rang, startling me. I picked up without even looking at who called.

"Hello?" I asked, holding the phone up to my ear.

"Miss Kit? This is Dr. Kwon. Do you think there is any way you could come in and talk to me?"

"Oh, sure. When would you like me to come in?" I replied, feeling sick to my stomach.

"Would tomorrow after you finish work be possible?"

"Yes, that sounds good. I will see you then." I answered back before hanging up the phone. I tried not to let it bother me but as I spent the evening with the guys, I couldn't help but let it gnaw me.