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Oh Tord.... (High school AU)

Hello people I don't really know, how are you today? Good I hope. All I need to say now is-

TW- Self-harm, suicidal thoughts, mentions of suicide, and abuse.

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 .Tom's Pov.

      It had been quite the day at school, very stressful. like always. I thought to myself, mentally sighing, and that's not even the worst part! We have a few assignments due tomorrow and I forgot to bring my textbook with me. I would ask Edd for help, but he's busy doing whatever it is he does along with his own assignments.. And Edd's probably also helping Matt, who forgets everything somehow, I don't really get the guy, but he is my friend and whatnot. 

      So I went with my only option left. Tord. I didn't really need anything with me along the way to his dorm room, so I left my things there and left my room, I walked through the surprisingly quiet halls, it was peaceful for a change. I liked it.

      When I got to Tord's Room I opened the door, it was always unlocked, which was stupid, because what if something happened? Like an intruder or whatever. He should be more aware of this shit. Classic, stupid, Tord.

      When I stepped inside I didn't see the commie anywhere. Weird, I thought he said he'd be here tonight? I wandered around his empty room, I was about to leave when I noticed the bathroom door was shut. I walked over and knocked on it calling for him.

      "Hey commie, you in there? I need to borrow your textbook, I forgot mine and the assignments are due tomorrow, so I need to use yours. Edd's busy so I can't go to him, and, well, you know Matt." I said.

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      But I didn't get an answer, "Tord? What are you doing? I know you're there," I called raising my voice a bit. But still... No answer. "Tord, I'm getting impatient, answer me."

      I waited for a few minutes cursing under my breath, I was about to snap, when I suddenly heard muffled sobbing coming from the bathroom, it was hard to hear considering the door was closed and it made things a bit muffled, but I could clearly tell it was Tord.

      "..Tord, answer me now. What are you doing."  I forwned, "Tord, please.. Please answer me...."

.Tord's POV.

      I was so caught up in the grief and pain that surrounded me, to the point I didn't notice the frantic knocking, and the pleas calling my name. It was hard to breath and all I could think about was how life should just end right there and now. The calls of his name became a bit more audible but still they went unnoticed.

 .Tom's POV.

      I ended up being frantic and then panicked, I knew something was wrong but the stupid commie wouldn't answer me! I could only hope the door wasn't locked. I would call someone but I left my phone in my dorm room as well as my other stuff thinking I wouldn't need it. Damn it Tord! What are you doing? 

      "I reached, and latched onto the door handle twisting it, praying it would open and be unlocked.

      It was. I pushed open the door as fast as my arms and hands would let me, just to see something that he was  hoping wasn't true, hoping it was a dream, hoping he was just seeing things, hoping that he would never have to see this horrific sight ever again, I came in just to see Tord... Cutting?! I stood there shocked, after the realization finally processed in my head, I screamed.