Love and Sad Quotes/Poems

Truth is

The truth is
I'm unhappy
I don't allow myself to be happy because I don't know how to be.
I'm always looking for something to go wrong because I don't know how it feels for anything to go right.
The truth is
I'm scared.
That no one will love me. No one will stay in my life forever. That they will stay for awhile then leave.
Which is worse to me than anything. Because they got to know me and figured I wasn't good enough
The truth is
I loved him.
He didn't love me back. He couldn't love me back. Or maybe he didn't know how to. I wasnt good enough for him. I annoyed him and made him mad. I was too clingy and too ugly.
The truth is
I cannot fathom why I'm here.
Because there is no use for me to live and breath when u have millions doing that already. I have no purpose. It's ironic how we live to die.
Why live when your destined to die?
The truth is
I'm unhappy.
And I don't think that it will ever change.