I always found a way to blame other people for my problems.
Always.
But as I stared down at the calm river from the bridge I was standing on, I knew that I was at fault for everything that happened. There was a lingering taste of alcohol in my mouth, which only reminded me of the horrible mistake I made. It was so cold outside that I saw my breath when I exhaled. It slowly dissolved into the air, disappearing from my sight. I wished I could just disappear.
That thought made the bridge I was standing on look tempting. I leaned over to get a better look at what was directly below me. There were some rocks next to the river that caught my eye right away. "Don't seduce me like that, Mr. rocks. I might actually jump." I chuckled to myself, then started laughing uncontrollably. "It's a fitting end, I suppose. Born in a cab on this bridge, and now I'm planning to die on it. I probably ended her life, so I guess I'll end mine. Is this how you felt when you killed yourself, Rachel?"
Laughing and talking to myself made my lungs ache because of the cold air, so I calmed down and sat on the railing. I dangled my feet like a child, contemplating my decision. Thinking about ending my story reminded me of the beginning, when I thought I started to change for the better.
It all began with Tori.
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Abandon Me
Teen FictionSam's past is even more fucked up than she is. She's broken and trying to pick up the pieces of the life she once had, neglecting the love her new foster family has to offer. On top of that, she has to deal with her confusing feelings for a girl at...
