Mhm did I love you?
Yes, wholeheartedly
Do I still love you?
I don't know honestly
Does that mean I hate you?
No never! How could I ever hate something that once made me the happiest person ever?
I truly couldn't!
Mhm
I see you around a lot
And immediately thoughts fill my head
Mhm should I greet him?
Mhm would he still act like I don't exist?
Most probably.
Mhm
I know you.
You are toxic
And yet...
I still see the good in you
Mhm
I can't help it
I miss you
I miss us
I miss what could have been but wasn't
I miss "thoughts"
Because that's all our memories were
Just mere thoughts.
Mhm
I guess it's time to let go
How do I let go...
Of something I'm in denial of holding
I have no one to talk to
They wouldn't understand
No one ever does
No one know "love" like I know it
Mhm
Just like you I'll move on
Or at least try to
Even after everything I smile...
♡♡♡
~Mamjoon
(Photo not mine, credit to the owner)
