Out Pt 2

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TW: self harm

Nick's POV:

I run towards the bathroom but Charlie locks himself in, with panic I start pounding on the door. "CHARLIE! CHARLIE OPEN THE DOOR!" I cried, tears fell from my face mainly because I was expecting the worst. "CHARLIE PLEASE LET ME IN! PLEASE DON'T DO THIS!" I kept pounding on the door and stopped. "Go away." Charlie said sounding numb, he really believed this was his fault, I never believed it was and never would. I need him to see and believe that.

"Charlie, please." I begged, "This isn't your fault, okay none of it is." I place my hand and forehead on the door, praying he can hear me. "You didn't force me to come out, I chose to because I love you." "What did you just say?" Charlie asked, I pause and open my eyes, did I just tell him I loved him? I mean it was true I did love him but I was afraid to tell him so I continue. "I-I love you. I'm sorry I didn't say it sooner. I should have said it in Paris but I was afraid. Afraid of losing you because you didn't feel the same, now I'm afraid I'm losing you because I didn't say it." Tears were streaming now and I pretty sure I could hear sniffling from the other side of the door. "I can't lose Char" I said, before whispering "I love you Charlie Spring." I then sat down with my knees to my chest and head in my hands, crying.

Charlie's POV:

I couldn't believe what I was hearing, Nick Nelson loved me. I was afraid just like him, that he didn't feel the same way. I dropped the bloody blade in the sink, I had made a couple of slash against my wrist, not to deep but blood still dripped from the cuts. My tears mixed with my blood. I unlocked the door, to find a crying Nick curled up in a ball on the floor, who looked up at me with bloodshot eyes. He stands up looks at me with relief before looking down at my wrist with worry. "I'm so sorry" I say, he just hugs me "I know, it's not your fault."

As Nick tends to my cuts all I can do is stare at him, he's words replaying in my head on repeat. I don't know whether to bring it up but the thought escapes my lips. "You love me?" I say, he looks up at me with his bruised face, blushing "Yeah I do" he said, I smiled and he smiled back relief on his face, I kissed him. "I'm so sorry it took me so long to say it." he said. He grabs my face with his strong rugby arms "I should have said it too, I guess we've both been dealing with being out alone" I say "I love you Char." I hold his face too, "And you don't have to say it back if your no-" I interupt by kissing him. "I love you too Nicky. And I promise that we deal with this together" We sit in silence holding each other.

A/N: A happy ending yay! I love these two cuties!

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