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it is currently 9 pm, almost 10 pm, and we're now talking about my life in the UK

«when I lived there I wasn't a good person, like, I'm still not but I'm trying to change at least. I hanged out with these people older then me, they were all like 16/18. they asked to buy them cigarettes, liquors and other stuff knowing damn well Im a minor. i never got asked for my age or something like documents etc, but I was always nervous. my mum found out once I tried to buy a pack of cigarettes near our apartment; there is when she sent me to a boarding school.»

I feel my eyes starting to water; I close them not wanting to cry in front of them

«I didn't get any better tho, in fact I got worse. I met people that taught me how to steal. when I came back, I went to my old friend group and started doing shit with them again.» (pov:my entire life  💀)

«woah..»reki says with wide eyes open, just like miya and langa

«you've been through a lot at such I young age..» langa speaks
«Im very sorry [yn]» he continues

«we shouldn't have been so nosy to ask you about your life there» reki says again. I shrug, not minding at all

«its alright guys, it's not a big deal» i reassure

«it is actually»miya, finally, exclaims «your friends were really fucked up [yn]»

the other two agree with him

I don't say anything.

I grab my vape and take i big puff of it.

«[yn], you should stop with your bad habits» langa sits next to me

«vaping is not healthy, stealing is not good and drinking is as bad as vaping»

I feel the tears in my eyes finally falling down my cheeks. I sniffle a little and accept the group hug that reki started.

«yk that with us you don't have to do any of this stuff. if you need anything but have no money you can ask us» miya says in low voice, trying to sound gentle

he sits next to me while reki grabs my chair and place it in front of me

«we know it's not going to be easy to stop, but we'll be here for you, always.» I hear langa say

this made me smile; in so glad to have them as friends.

we don't say anything for I while, untill the sound of a phone ringing interrupts the silence

I recognise the ringtone

I reach for my phone and check who is calling.
«yo it's my mom» I inform

«ʜᴇʏ ᴍᴏᴍ»

«ʜᴇʏ [ʏɴ]. ɪ ᴡᴀs ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀᴜɴɢ ɪғ ɪᴛs ᴀʟʀɪɢʜᴛ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ɪғ ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ʀᴇᴛᴜʀɴ ʜᴏᴍᴇ ᴛᴏɴɪɢʜᴛ. ɴʏ ʙᴏss ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛɪᴋᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ᴀ ɴɪɢʜᴛsʜɪғᴛ»

«ᴏʜ, ᴜʜᴍᴍ.. ɪᴛ's ᴏᴋ ɪɢ»

«ᴛʜᴀᴛs ɢᴏᴏᴅ ᴛᴏ ʜᴇᴀʀ. ɪ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ɢᴏᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢᴏ ɴᴏᴡ. ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ [ʏɴ], sᴇᴇ ʏᴀ ᴛᴏᴍᴏʀʀᴏᴡ»

«ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏᴏ ᴍᴏ-»

before I can finish my sentence she ends the call

i sigh and turn to the others

«y'all wanna stay over?» I question them

«idk man, I don't think I can»reki says
«yeah, me too» langa is the one speaking

«it's alright guys» i reassure. i turn ti look at miya, with begging eyes, hoping that he could stay.

«mmhh I'll call my mom and see if she's ok with it»

I nod, praying that his mom would let miya have a slumber party

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«i just called her, and said that it's ok. I don't have my things tho» miya speaks while putting his phone in his pocket

«i can give you the stuff you need» I smile at him.
he smiles back«thank you»

«ok, I think me and langa should go now» reki interrupts out moment. ugh, this bitch 🙄

«okok, be careful on the way home, bye guys» we all say our goodbyes and I can start to clean up now.

«want some help?» miya aks

I shake my head «its ok i can do it. you can already change tho. you can use my clothes, and there's a extra toothbrush in the bathroom's cabinet»

he rushes to my room and I clean the mess we made

I think about what happened before; how all 3 of them were so understanding and so patient with me. I smile again at the thought.

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