No one will ever love you like I do!

Goodbye lullaby.

~Andrew's POV~

I was shocked, I looked once at Damien then at that boy.. "Andy..." Damien stood up and came close to me, he tried to pull me in a hug but I pushed away "baby I love you" he whispered and looked into my eyes but then he got an unexpected slap from his other 'boyfriend' "Damien you're such a pathetic liar!" since Damien didn't expect this he got shoked but mad as well "What the fuck Marcus?!" he yelled at him, I sighed and they both turned to look at me, my look was clouded which I can tell scared them a little along with how calm I was "So.. Marcus.. right?" I managed to say "how long have you and Dami been together?" he gave me a look full of sympathy and I was wondering if he was faking it or not "It's been a year now.. what about you two?" he said after a couple of minutes "A couple of days.." I didn't expect that.. A year? Wow... I looked for the nearest bench but Damien blocked the path and pulled me in a hug "don't listen to him baby please.. I swear I broke up with him before I even come here, he cheated on me with my best friend" I was looking down unable to say or anything but cry.. Suddenly I looked up at Damien "So tell me why should I believe any of you?! I don't know if I can trust anyone anymore, because everyone seems to betray me lately! I really can't take this anymore!" Damien teared up and tried to wipe my tears away as he hugged me tightly "baby, look, I have exactly no reason to betray you, I've shown you I wanted you since the day I came here and even though we're dating I haven't stopped showing it because you're all I want and need Andy, you need to understand that!" I pushed him away and started walking home, I didn't have the courage to talk anymore, I felt like in any moment my legs were going to betray me too and drop me on the ground.. I finally reached my house's front door and before I even manage to get my keys out my brother had already opened the door dragging me inside "moooooooooooom the love bird is baack! but... where's your mate?" I looked at him tiredly "piss off Nicholas I'm not in the mood.." and before I even realise it he started carrying me all the way upstairs to his bedroom. He let me lay on his bed and looked at me "what's wrong Andrew? you were so excited about the whole Damien thing but now you like you're knocking on death's door" I looked into his eyes, I could see he was truly worried for me "I want to go back to Japan please.." he stroked my cheeks "anything my baby brother wants! but wants wrong?! you really look like a mess and you're getting me really worried Andy!". I took a deep breath "ok so.. today I met Damien's other boyfriend..Marcus.. they've been together for a year now or that's what he says.." I could see my brother was getting mad "Text that Damien and tell him you're leaving, if he tried to come here he'll have to face me.. alright?" I nodded as I took my phone out "Nick.. even though you don't show it you're an amazing brother..thanks for everything". Nicholas walked out and I suddenly felt so alone.. I slid under the covers and texted Damien "I'm leaving for Japan be happy with Marcus...bye.." I close my eyes and drifted to sleep.. I couldn't stand reality anymore, it felt too harsh...