Mujhe Teri Zaroorat Hai

Part II

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It was all dark and dull just like his life . A mother who never showed any concern about him today she remembered she has a son too. What a irony! I don't want anyone in my life anymore .  I have learnt to o live alone mom  . Now your existence don't  bother me . You have made me like this . i don't want you mom , i don't want you anymore .

After entering the room Shivaay sat down with thud on the floor . Feeling suffocation he pulled the tie and threw it away god knows where . He threw his head and kept staring at the ceiling . Tears rolled down his cheeks silently. His eyes conveyed pain , loneliness , depression .

After sometime He got up and went towards his cupboard wobbling. Opening it he started searching for something madly but he couldn't find it there . He knelt down and again started searching in its bottom shelf . He started throwing everything out of the cupboard. He started panic when he couldn't find it there . He ran his hand through his hair . He crawled back to another drawer and again started grabbling . Tears ran down continuously. Fear could be seen in his face . Fear of losing something precious. After sometime of searching madly a smile appeared on his face . A smile of getting something precious. He took out it and started to run his hand on it . It was a photo frame . Some drop of tears fell on it and he immediately wiped it with his sleeves . He sat down there with his knees down .

" Why , why , why you did this to me ? You knew that I'll not be able to survive without you still you left me in this world alone . Whyyyyyyy ? How many dreams we had , you promised to be with me forever," he snuff " how can you just break you promise ? How dare you to leave me ?  Plz , Plz come back to me plz . Its really painful, it breaks me everyday , i.... I.... can't do this anymore. I'm tired, I'm really tired now , I'm tired of showing the world how strong I'm but..... believe me I'm not strong, I'm the weakest person, I'm breaking every moment, I'm breaking every moment, no one is there for me ... NO ONE , KOI NAHI HAI , MERE PASS KOI NAHI HAI , EK TUM HI THI , PLZ COME BACK PLZ , I'M DIEING EVERY MOMENT, I'M DIEING............ I NEED YOU , I NEED YOU , I NEED YOU , MUJHE TUMHARI ZAROORAT HAI " he shouted and started crying falling on the floor .

Ye dil tanha kyun rahe
Kyun hum tukdon mein jiye
Ye dil tanha kyun rahe
Kyun hum tukdon mein jiyein
Kyun rooh meri ye sahe
Main adhoora jee raha hoon
Hardum ye keh raha hoon
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai

Andheron se tha mera rishta bada
Tune hi ujaalon se waaqif kiya
Ab lauta main hoon inn andheron mein phir
Toh paaya hai khud ko begaana yahaan
Tanhaayi bhi mujhse khafaa ho gayi
Banjaron ne bhi thukra diya
Main adhoora jee raha hoon
Khud par hi ik sazaa hoon
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai

Hmm.. tere jism ki woh khushbuein
Ab bhi inn saanson mein zinda hai
Mujhe ho rahi inse ghutan
Mere gale ka ye phanda hai
Aaa..

Ho.. tere choodiyon ki woh khanak
Yaadon ke kamre mein goonje hai
Sunkar isey aata hai yaad
Haathon mein mere zanjeerin hain
Tuhi aake inko nikaal zaraa
Kar mujhe yahaan se rihaa
Main adhoora jee raha hoon
Ye sadaayein de rahaa hoon
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai
Mujhe teri zaroorat hai

He felt asleep . He slept with tear in his eyes . He was tired of being strong. He now needs rest , some peace .

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Somewhere in Kolkata

It's morning. Sun rises like every day sharing its warmth , giving life to the living things. Birds were twittering in the bushes . Everything looks so lively .