Dear Samantha,
It was the first day of school, and Bobby is on my homeroom. I don't know what it is about him but it's something. I've known him for five years now, still he has no clue that I have feelings for him. I was going to tell him how I feel about him but when I was getting ready to tell him I heard him calling me a weirdo and a freak and so much more. People are so cruel nowadays.
I got home did my chores started on my homework then in walks Fred, my step father. My dad died when I was five years old. Fred had just been demoted in the office. As soon as he slammed the door open then closed ... I knew what was next. I ran downstairs to try and greet him and stay on his good side, but as soon as I said "hello" I felt the slap of a hand across my face as I feel to the ground. Before I could fully pick my body up of the floor his fist was coming in contact with my right eye. After falling to the ground again I ran up to my room and locked the door. I walked in to my bathroom and saw he had given me a black eye . I didn't know what to do. I stood there and applied makeup unto my face and when I heard my mother's car door I ran back downstairs. Fred was passed out drunk on the couch.
My mother worked at a law firm. Apparently she's one of the greatest lawyers there is in our little town. I opened the door to greet her as she walked in and headed to the kitchen I heard her curse my name...... I begged the lord for mercy as I walked towards her. Fred had created a gigantic mess in the kitchen. I tried to explain it to her but her baby perfect he didn't do nun wrong. Except cheat, beast on me, destroy the house, but hey she won't listen to the truth.
I cleaned the kitchen again then went on a walk. I played my music and just walked down the street. I don't know what or why but there was this like...... Feeling that told me to sit in the middle of the street. I say there closed my eyes and let the music tell me a story. I soon saw bright lights coming towards me then I felt an arm grab me.,... When I finally opened my eyes discovered it was Bobby. He looked at me like I was insane. I was so embarrassed and mad. Everyone at school would know about this now. He asked for my kik, I was hesitant at first but then I gave it to him.
He walked me home (since he lived like three houses down), it was already after midnight. I ran in the house so quick. Thank you Jesus he was asleep. I ran in my room to take a shower and lay down. When i got out I laid across my bed and Bobby started texting me..... For the first time I actually felt cared about.
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Bobby- Sarah
Me- Bobby
Bobby- what was that about
Me- what
Bobby- you sitting in the road while there was a car coming
Me- I had no idea there was a car there
Bobby- how the light was brighter then the sun
Me- my eyes were closed and I was mentally there
Bobby- oh okay
Me- yup look I know you don't like me or care for me or anything but please can you find it somewhere in your heart not to tell anyone.... Everyone already hates and despises me
Bobby- why would you think I don't care for you
Me- I heard you
Bobby- when
Me- homeroom
Bobby- I didn't mean it please forgive me I had to
Me- had to what make me change my mind about contesting my feelings for you
Bobby- wym feelings
Me- nun I have to go my step dad coming ... Gn
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Til tomorrow,
Sarah
