My life, my pain

30 days before

Ambers POV

I got woken up by my father throwing me off the bed. I hit the chest of drawers and hold in my scream.
"Get the fuck up girl" my father bellows as I slowly get up holding my head so I don't pass out from blood loss.

"Fuck off you drunk maniac and leave me and Sam the fuck out of this" I yelled as he grabbed my hair. I screamed as he punched me, that's gonna leave a black eye. "Don't fucking swear at me, or you can end up with your mum" he screamed and walked out the front door, slamming it behind him.

I walked a few steps but fell to the floor. The blood stopped flowing from my head as my little sister ran out of her room. I gave her the room with a lock because I wanted her to be safe.

"Go Sammy, before he comes back" i whispered, because my voice ached.

She shook her head as I used up the rest of my voice.
I slapped her to make my point, it'll make a mark for sure but it's for her own good
"Fuck off Samantha"

Tears welled up in her eyes as she ran downstairs and slammed the door. I cried and cried for what seemed like forever until my father opened the door, so it must have been like half an hour.

"Amber I know your here, dad's home" he slurred as I panicked. I walked down stairs as he pulled me close. But not in the way you think, he kissed me and all I could do was stand there. He shoved his tongue in my mouth and I bit his tongue, and ran to Sams room, he banged on the door.

He walked off as I got ready, I left some clothes in sams room for this kind of emergency. I covered the bruises and scratches with foundation and did my makeup. I packed my bag and snuck out the window. And walked to school.

When I got there Sam was waiting out the front. She ran to me and hugged me. Silent sobs erupted from her as I held her. Then her bully came out and hit her, called her a cry baby and tried to walk away. She didn't get far....I slapped her, called her a bitch, helped my sister up and walked her away. I walked to the hospital cause her cheek needed stitching and went to our normal doctor in the hospital who knew everything. He fixed her up without questioning and looked at my hands.

" what happened here, that's not her blood" he said pointing at Sam.
"It's mine" I said turning around to show him my head. I heard Sam sob as he stitched my head together, shaking his head.
" this can't keep going girls, this has gone on for too long..." He tried to say and I butted in.
"I didn't ask for your opinion, as long as Sam is safer, than I'm fine so stay the fuck out" I pulled Sam out, she was still sobbing as I held her hand, school was long over so I walked home with her.

This is going to be a long night.

sammygirl2082 is Samantha young in this book. Love ya bby girl and I hope you like this book xxxx