My life, my pain

Chapter 5. The waking(26 days before)

Ambers POV

I'm going kill my spirit, which brings my body to life and heals my spirit. But it's the only time I can is now. At the after funeral. So it's now or never.

I start chanting as the house shakes. Sam grabs Mike and that pisses me off more. Stupid, naive Sammy, doesn't get how this is. She won't understand, but I'll make her.
I feel my body near me, as a sharp pain shoots through me. Like my bones are breaking?
I look down and my toes are breaking as I scream, but not in pain, but in excitement. This is excruciating, but I cackle and everyone looks around in fear. Oh god, I can't take this pain anymore. I scream in pain as everyone looks up at me, who can't be seen.

"Amber?" Sammy whispers as I jump in front of her.

"I'm back" I whisper and collapse, I'm in so much fucking pain, like my god.

Michaels POV

My baby's back, but I kissed Sam, I've fucked up so bad. I pick amber up and put her in bed. I kiss her head and walk out, shutting the door quietly.
Sam walks up to me and whispers
"We can't do this anymore" I nod and look at her.
"Don't tell her" Sam pleaded and I nodded, kissed her head and walked back into ambers room.
*blood scene*

She was up, and why is there blood everywhere. And it finally clicked in, her wrists covered in little lines as I run to the bathroom, grabbing towels and run back. She was on the wall sobbing, and screamed in pain. I tried to hug her and she flinched away.
"Go comfort your girlfriend" she snarled as she snatched the towel off me.

And it hit me, she saw, the earthquake, that was amber.
"Baby girl..." I tried to say and amber sobbed harder.
"Baby I love you so fucking much, I kissed Sam because I was hurting, and I thought she was you. I fucked up baby girl, but please come here" I held my arms out and she looked up. She pushed my arms away and snarled. "Go hug your girlfriend" she ran off crying as I sunk into the floor boards.

Sam came running into the room. "Where's amber?"
I shrugged and heard the door slam.

"What the fuck?" She screamed as I explained everything. She got up and ran off. I heard the car go, this isn't good. Ambers gone, Sams gone. Ambers not in a good state, neither is Sam.

Sams POV

In the poring rain, I got out of the car, seeing my sister.
"Amber!" I screamed over the rain.
She turned around, and ran back to her bike. She turned the engine on and drove off.
I ran to the car and slipped. Fuck my clumsiness. I got In the car and followed the slippery bends to a bend where I saw her red bike. But no amber.

Fuck fuck fuck. Where did she go.
A trail of blood lead over the cliff..... Oh fuck, what have I done.