Back Off! She's mine!

9 [ My Twin is Back!

Have you ever felt something that you could not just understand? That something that always bother you. That makes you go insane. That just couldn't get off your mind. Have you ever felt that?

Have you ever questioned yourself? Questioned why are you living? What are the reasons that you were alive and living in this cruel world? Have you ever thought of killing yourself and end everything?

But thinking about all those things and you were ready for any harm that might come to you, you have second thoughts. Those things that changed your mind. Those who stop you from doing what you wanted to do. Those are the weird feelings that have been bothering you all the time.

Is there a part of you that wanted to know what are those feelings or you just go with what you wanted to do? What will you choose?

Mikuell POV

I have been sitting here in this nasty chair and turning my neck almost 360° to just find a sight of Mikky but I just couldn't find her. Just where the heck is she? Break is almost over and I haven't seen her nor her shadow. What the heck? Don't tell me she was ... Oh my God!

"Hey! Are you okay, Miku?" Sam asked. Oh? She recognized that I am feeling bothered. Why can't that new girl get off my mind? The heck!

"I'm fine," I said and stood up. Ready to walk away and go to my next class. I was really bothered to what Abby had told her. I didn't even get a sleep. Not only that but also her smile, kept on showing inside my head.

I found myself at the door of infirmary. Even with confusion inside me, I didn't bother myself at all and was ready to knock when I heard some voices. Abby might have a patient. I opened the door slowly and got a sight of a dark brown figure sitting. Her back is facing me. There were also figures both of her sides sitting, same hair color, dark brown. It might be her parents. I didn't pull off the door and instead of walking away, I listened.

"Mr. Zhyrts, it might be convenient if you will go to a doctor. My insights might be wrong so don't drop your hopes. That would be all," Abby said. What are they talking about? The tension inside the room is too rough. Well, I'm exposed to it but this is different. Way too different.

I back down and slowly went to my steps a few minutes ago and playing innocent that I didn't heard a thing. Then the door opened before I could even past it. Mikky's crying. She was hugged by ... it's her Mom, probably. No one is talking to them. The same tension of environment is covering them. I walk back to the cafeteria.

That was the first time I saw her in tears. The first time I saw her in pain. It might be serious. I slumped my body to the chair. I was just thinking, maybe this girl is suffering from something. They might had discovered something earlier. I heard Abby mentioned a doctor. Was she really that ill? I thought she was overfatigue that is why she was out of herself that time.

Why do I care anyway? Argh! Here I am again. She's my friend. I made friends with her last night so maybe I should really care. That's what friends are, right? Oh my God! I forgot the feeling of having friends. What the? Am I like this for a long while? I mean, wow!

You've changed Miku. You're not my twin anymore!

What the heck Miku?! How many should I tell you that it was no one's fault? It was just an accident!

Stop! Don't you ever speak like that to your father again!

Please Miku, I know its hard but help yourself. Get over it. Elena, your Mom would not be happy about this. She's going to kill me Miku and tell me that I can't raise our child like the way she is.

Woah! You're scary. Hahaha! You're so cold Dude. Chill!

Who is this beautiful Girl to you Miku?

I never seen Miku this happy again Dad.

I can't believe what's happening right now to you Miku. I have been waiting to see you like this.

Since Elena died, you've been a cold hearted person. Coldness is all over yourself. You let sorrow and grief embrace you. But right now, the old Miku is back. Who is this beautiful young lady, Miku? Who is she to you?

Baby? Are you okay? Is something wrong?

What? Am I being cold for the past years? I never thought that I am in grief for years. I never thought that they had been hanging theirselves for me. I never thought of anything and anyone since Mom died. I never cared to those who are around me. I was cold. I am cold. I am. I really am.

But when I met Mikky, everything turned upside down. I always feel happiness when she's around. I always wanted to see her and near her side. I wanted to see those smiles. I pretended that I don't and won't ever care for her but it only deepen. There is something in my stomach that raging to get out. There were this electrifying shock she gives. Her smiles that make my knees soft. She sent me shivers. She makes me stutter and nervous. Her voice that is sounds like music to my ears. What kind of powerful feeling is this?

"HEY! MIKUELL VANS AMPYST! ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING TO WHAT I AM SAYING?" I was startled. Who the heck shouted at me? I face her and Amy with a girl is sitting beside me. Who is this girl?

"Huh? How long have you been here? What are you saying?" I ask with my most innocent face I could make. I really have no idea when she came to my side and I never even heard her talking.

She was shocked! Totally shocked! It looks like her eyeballs is going to spit itself from its place. Even this girl she is with but she kept silent. What? Did I said something shocking?

Amy came closer to me. Her hand landed on my forehead, then to my neck. She even checked my pulse. What's wrong with this girl?

"You're okay. You don't have fever, you're pulse is normal. You are physically fine. Hey! What happened Miku?" She ask with I don't know what this look is.

"I'm fine Amy. I'm fine. I just realized something. Anyway, I'm sorry for what I did to you this past years. I hope you understand me," I said and smiled. She was even more shocked. What the hell? I think she's the one who is not fine here. But her expression changed. Her lips formed a grin.

"My twin is back! My twin is back! Woahhhh! I can't believe it! You're back Miku! You're back! Thank God for this!" She then hugged me. Did I went somewhere? I just raise my eyebrow when she pulled off the hug.

"I bet the new girl is the reason behind this," she said and sulked. What the? She changed mood so quick. I look at the girl she is with who is smiling right now and shook her head slightly.

"She's Akia Vallens," Amy introduced. "I'm courting her," she whispered. My mouth just formed an "O."

"By the way, why aren't you in your next class?" Amy asked.

"I should be asking that to you too Sis," I said and she just blushed. Wait? She blushed? Okay.

"I'm going, no, I mean, we're going," she said and held this Akia girl's hand. Okay. If you say so, this girl made my twin changed too. Okay okay! I got it now.

I stayed and slouched my head again to the table. Thinking my girl. Wait! Did I just said my girl? My girl? Seriously? Ahhhh? Ehhhhhhhhhhhh?!

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[a/n] Date: May 11, 2015
Back off! She's mine Chapter 9

Chapter Written on May 11, 2015
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