Beth's POV
Things aren't going so well with Daan and I recently. We've been arguing a lot and i don't feel the same way i did all those months ago. It's hard knowing what this could possibly lead to. I don't like change. I don't like knowing the fact that this could lead to us being over altogether. She's currently out with one of her friends and were going to be talking on facetime about us when she gets back. I just hope and pray that she doesn't break up with me and she suggests for us to atleast go on a break.
Daan's POV
Things aren't how they used to be between Beth and I. Ive fallen for someone new. Having time away from one another because of me leaving Arsenal was good in some aspects but it's led to this. It's led to us not being as close anymore which is understandable. I wish it didn't end up like this. She's been my everything for 5 years and it's all going to go down the drain. The Euros is in 2 months, ive got an injury and all of this Beth stuff isn't helping with the preparation. I know i need to end it, but i don't know how. I don't know how she'll react. I just hope we can remain civil, which may be hard.
Beth's POV
As i'm tidying the house that Daan and i once lived in, a facetime from Daan came through. I was tempted not to answer it but i knew this conversation was needed.
Beth: Hey, how was your time out with friends?
Daan: Hiya, it was good thank you.
Beth: Are we just going to go straight into it?
Daan: I think it's best! Do you want to start or?
Beth: I think it's best if you do.
Daan: Okay. So, i don't think this is working anymore. We knew before i moved that long distance would be hard but we tried. And although our feelings for one another are still so strong, i just don't see this or us lasting together.i just held the phone in disbelief. My face dropped as if i'd seen a ghost.
Beth: I know Daan. This is hard. All of this is. I just feel like you've found someone else and that the feelings for them are just stronger than the ones you had for me. And that's fine, if you've found someone else great but i just wish you said sooner.
Daan: So what, i have found someone new and i like them a lot. But going back to us, i love you a lot Beth and i was willing to sacrifice my feelings for this person to see if you and i would work and it hasn't. That's why i feel as if it would be best if we just went out separate ways.
Beth: I knew it would lead to this and i'm just disappointed in myself for letting it go on for so long. i love you and have too much respect for you than to just leave so i'm willing to stay civil with you and hope we can atleast stay friends. I wish you nothing but the best Daan, you've truly changed my life for the good and bad so thank you for everything!
Daan: My time in England wouldn't of been the same without you. i'm going to miss you so much. i hope things work out well for you and that you get selected for the upcoming Euros. I know how hard you've worked and you deserve this! I'm only ever a message or phone call away, remember that.
Beth: Like i've said, i wish you nothing but the best Daan. Hopefully this injury of yours clears up soon and you'll be able to participate in the Euros too! Message me if needed. Goodbye Daan!
Daan: Goodbye Beffy.Daan's POV
I was sad but relieved after our phone call ended. I gave Beth a quick message just to clarify if we would post anything on social media and we agreed that it would be best if we did. I'm going to miss that girl but i know she's going to go on to do big and better things!
bethmead loving you forever. thank you for everything, daan. you're truly special❤️
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daniellevandedonk you're always going to mean so much beth. loving you forever🫶🏼
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Beth's POV
After the phone call ended, i stayed in the same spot for about an hour. It was like my whole world froze. Daan had been a part of my life for 5 years and there wasn't once a time i thought that we wouldn't be together.
Just to make sure i don't dwell too much, i went on social media and saw the amount of love Daan and I were receiving. As a couple and individuals, i'd like to think we helped a lot of young people who are apart of the community to feel safe and comfortable wherever they went.
As i was looking through social media, i saw a post from Viv and Lisa. Not only did Daan and I break up, they both decided to end things with one another too.
lisaevans i'll always be your number 1 fan Viv. i love you forever, Goat. 🐐⭐️🫶🏼❤️
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viviannemiedema you supported me in the good and the bad times. i'm so grateful to have had someone like you in my life. thank you for everything Lisa. ❤️🫶🏼
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it's not what we'd imagined.
Fanfictionfalling in love with your bestfriend of many years is normal, right? this is about beth mead and vivianne miedema falling for one another while going through tough times of their own.