Nenjodu Kalanthidu

Chapter 10

A/N : not edited

As Teja and Varun reached the car , Abishek started the car without any explanation. There was eerie silence in the car . Teja was looking at both Abishek and Varun from the backseat.

After a good fifteen minutes ride from the hospital , Abishek stopped the car in front of the house they resided now .

He quickly parked and went inside while leaving both of his best friends without a clue . Teja looked at Varun with a confused look , and started walking inside. Varun was pondering what the hell was wrong with his bestfriend.

They both went inside only to be welcomed by a brooding Abishek sitting on the couch holding his head . Varun went and sat opposite to him , while Teja was confused whether to sit or runaway. Varun cleared his throat to gain both their attention. Abishek looked at both with a tear rimmed eyes , making them both panic . Teja looked stunned while Varun was genuinely confused, concerned to look at his bestfriend like that. 

"Epaila irunthu unaku teriyum!" Abishek asked looking at Varun straight in the eyes making a shiver run inside him. Though it wasn't his idea to keep it secret he ended up being the one who he hid it.  While Teja was stunned with all the happenings started to tear up.  All those pent up feelings started to come out piercing her heart making her unstable yet vulnerable.

"I asked you a fucking question !" Abishek yelled making her come out of her trance while Varun sighed.  "Ethuku ipa avana kathura , he ..." Teja started to say before she was curtly interrupted by Abishek again . "I was talking to V and not you . If you really wanna talk just take the seat and I'll get back to you !" He said all these in a monotone voice breaking her more .

"Dey , fucking don't speak to her like that , I swear I'll end up ripping your heart out if I ever find u speaking to her in that tone , enaku teriyum da . I've always known ." Varun yelled losing his temper . And it only riled up Abishek more than necessary. "Always.... You have always known and you never uttered anything have you!" Abishek ended up asking in a hurt tone .

"Unaku en enta solanum nu thonala , solu da unaku en thonala . You are with me from the start and you know what all i went through but you never said huh !" Abishek asked or we can say yelled. Teja visibly flinched at his tone . And this was enough for Varun to lose his temper.

"Ena nenachitu iruka , elam un Kai la thookitu vanthu kudupangala . She loves you like you mean the world and you are oblivious as fuck. Do you know what all she went through just because of you !" V said in a broken tone which made Teja cry more. "V pls . Suma iru , ithuku mela ethuvum pesatha da pls" she begged not able to handle her best friend's fight .

"En Avan en Sola koodathu , avanayachum Sola vidu d , let him speak for fuck sake" Abishek roared and it was the last straw to both Teja and Varun's limit.  While Teja stormed away from there , Varun was angered beyond control .

" Una mari Nan onum oblivious illa , oru ponnu en pinnadi ipdi paithiyam ah suthuna teriyama iruka . Ena than namba frnds ah irunthalum , she always showed extra care for you . She always ran behind you like a lost puppy, but all you did was keep her in friendzone while you enjoyed ur college life and even dated some girls . She stood there watching all those yet she still chose you over and over . "

"Ava ta nane keten oru naal , en ipdi paithiyam ah suthura Avan una enaikum love pana matan nu ava ena teriyuma sona , Avan ena love panala nalum paravala Varun , avanoda life la oru well-wisher ah aachum Nan irunthutu poidren . It's enough for me in this lifetime luck iruntha next jenmam la Avan love pandra ponna porakanum da nu sona . Ana nee pana , avala apdiyae vitu pona , do you know one more thing ... " V said everything in a broken tone .

"Ava unaku propose panalam vantha but you told her to you are leaving. She didn't have any other choice, she wanted you to have a stress free start and she dumped her feelings deep into her heart again . Avala suthi iruka elarukum teriyum , Teja loves Abishek and only him nu ... I've known this always and I've seen her go through everything. Ana ava enta sathiyam vaanguna kelamburathuku munadi , unta Nan epayum Sola koodathu itha nu . En nu keten ... "

"Avan poran da ena vitu thoorama , Avan enoda feelings return panuvana nu teriyama than propose pana ponen ana ipa mudiyala da . Enala Avan porapa entha guilt uhm ilama ponum nu manasu soluthu . It's always Abishek before anything else . Intha Veena pona manasuku puriyala , Avan enoda feelings ah return pana matan nu . Nee enakaga onu panu keep him safe and keep him happy and epayum ithulam solidatha . I want him to be happy that's it . "

"She loved you , loves you , will love you for all I know you dumb fucker and don't you dare talk to her again with you fucking attitude seriya." V said everything and stormed out .

All the things V said made Abishek's head to spin and he didn't know what to do now . He came to hospital after knowing V' s going and ended up hearing what they were speaking. To know she loves him was all he needed but to know that V always knew and hid it made him lose all his sanity and he acted like a dumb fucker and he regrets every bit of it now .

He managed to hurt both of his friends and he had no clue how to handle everything now . He went down a memory spiral of their times and realised all V said was true . He seemed to realise that she always loved him only now and it didn't let him feel any better ofc .

A/N : going to end this soon , cuz I've no clue what I'm writing now . This chapter is dumb sorry for that but i don't want to hang the story as it is.  So writing even dumb things to end it .

Not proof read .