John Kramer imagines (book 2)

just call my name, i'm yours to tame

I stare at the empty glass of vodka lemonade on the table, as my friends all laughed around me. A group of guys had joined us, I was super uncomfortable, but none of them cared, they just wanted the attention. It was almost midnight, I just wanted to get out of here and go home. It was times like this, I wished I could of called John to come and get me, but he was gone. He had been gone for six months, I was terrified. I went outside, to call him, knowing I would reach another voicemail. "Please, just give me a sign. Anything." I whispered, as I put the phone against my ear, it started to ring. It kept ringing, and my hope of him coming back was draining from me every second. I went to hang up, when I heard his voice. "Y/n." I froze, as I look into the darkness for a moment, I didn't even think. "Help me." I still didn't believe it myself, that I went back to him. "I'm coming, stay where you are." He hangs up, as I felt a sense of relief. He was always there for me, even if it wasn't right in front of me. "We're going back to Brad's, you coming?" My friend giggled, as I just smiled. "No, my dad's coming to get me. Thanks." The rest of them all left, as a car pulled up ahead and I knew it was him. I hesitated, taking a breath before I got into his car. He didn't say a word, as we drove. I didn't really know what to say either, but maybe it was better that way. He parked out by the warehouse, as he turned to get out of the car. I also get out.

"What's your excuse this time, John?" I stopped, as he looked back at me. "Don't do that, y/n. Don't act like you care." I shake my head, "You're a cruel man, John Kramer. I guess I should of expected it from you." He grabbed my face and he kissed me deeply, as I wrap my arms around his neck. He pulled away from me, as I watch him walk ahead. I take a breath, almost not sure what just happened. I didn't move from my spot, just stared in shock. He looked back at me, "Why are you just standing there? There's work to be done." I watch him for a moment, "You just kissed me." He rubbed his neck, "Yes, I did. You got a problem with that?" I bite my lip, as I shake my head. "No, not at all." He grabbed my hand, as he led me back toward the warehouse. We went inside, the cameras were all on as the traps played out. "How many of these do you have?" I went to sit, but he stopped me. "There's eight running at the moment, but I want to get some more space when I have time." He sat on the chair, pulling me back onto his lap. I should of been used to this, John had always had a thing for me, even if we did just work together. "Are you comfortable, sweetheart?" He asked, "Yeah, of course." I check the time, realising it was quite late. "I have to get going soon." I look back at him, as he ran his hand through my hair. "I can drive you home, darling. Mark can take over here." I put my hand on his chest, as he watched me, "Do you still love me?" I asked.

"I'll always love you, y/n." I take a breath, it felt strange having him back here. "Would you of even come back if I didn't call?" He pulled me closer to him, as he looked into my eyes. "There was so much going on, I knew that you'd be worried about me, but I had to be sure everything was in order before I came back for you." I nodded, "I know, but you'll leave again. You always do. I can't keep waiting on you, John. Not like this." I stand up, as he grabbed my arm, pulling me back. "I'll always be a part of your life, whether you want me to be or not." I pull my arm back, "You never fail to disappoint me, John Kramer." I walk away, shutting the door behind me as I went back toward the road. I really didn't know if he would come back for good, but I knew that one day, I'd have to move on and get out of this place. I headed to my place, as I went inside and shut the door. I lock up, before going up to bed and laying down. I pull the blankets over me, as I turn the light off and close my eyes, I just wanted to sleep after today. It was silent, when suddenly I heard the door downstairs. "For fucks sake." I mumbled, as I pull myself up and go to check who the fuck is bothering me at this time. I walk downstairs, John let himself inside. "You have a spare key? Really?" He pulled off his coat, as he smirked. "You gave me this, darling, of course I'm going to use it." I was too tired to even argue, "Whatever. I'm going to bed." I turn and go back upstairs.

"I'll be up shortly, sweetheart." I didn't even reply, he had this way of edging his way back to my life, I couldn't get rid of him. I laid back down on my bed, as I drifted back off to sleep. I heard him walking around, when he started coming upstairs and he laid down next to me. He pulled me into his chest, as he gently held my hand. I lean back into him slightly, as he kissed my shoulder. "I'm sorry." He whispered, it kind of broke my heart, because I knew he was trying. "I do love you, John. It's just hard to live like this, when you always leave." I whispered, as he played with my hair. "I'll do better for you this time, I swear."

I really hoped he meant it this time.