Your forgiveness? ◊Grindeldore◊ TRADUCTION

◊Date?◊

This night was particularly

hard, I almost couldn't sleep... He haunted my mind, him, him and his pretty lips him and his sky blue eyes him and his big hands resting on my reeds.

Him and his "I love you" and his "my love" that made my heart melt.

He who had such a beautiful smile, and who managed to make mine appear.

He who had me many times in a boat on the lake next to my old home.

He who was the cause and reason for all my dreams and fantasies...

Dawn was approaching and I had to fulfill my role as Headmaster of Hogwarts and put on a good face in front of everyone, so that they didn't all find out that I loved the number one enemy of the wizarding world. Well I think that's what it has become, I try not to get too interested in it so that no one thinks it really matters to me (which is true..)

I... I fell in love again, in love with him now, I'm sure. I love him and I will always love him (well a long time if we can say that?)

I know it's not good I shouldn't have fallen in love again with someone who is supposed to be wanted by the whole ministry of magic, me, who follows the wonderful Albus dumbeldore headmaster of hoglar and an excellent wizard. I am good, kind and perfect for most of the others.... but he is mean and deceitful nothing more than a criminal (for all the crimes he has committed and which incidentally is the title of the second movie: The Crimes of Grindelwald)

But, I didn't decide to forgive him, nor to accept what he did, I just decided to continue to love him and to face life with him and it doesn't matter what what to tell me about him...

But the question is rather: does he love me..? Or am I just there to help him get out of this situation he's gotten himself into...?

-Do you love me..

I whispered as I got out of my shower, my poor brain aching from my overly repetitive thoughts. I saw appearing in my mirror, just in front of me, letters, a text, I did not read aloud but in my head.

Al, I love you, and like I told you last time I'll do whatever you want... If you want me to go to jail I'll go, if you want me gone forever I disappear from your life, I love you, tell me how you feel I can't wait, I beg you.

A small smile appeared on my face, like what, he always knows how to make me smile again I whispered in response

-I love you, please come back.

Then went directly to get dressed to start this day on a firm foot..!

I opted for a simple blue sweater and a shirt underneath simply because I was too lazy to dress better and above all I was cold...

Winter was at its height but the first snow had not yet arrived.

I went back to my bathroom to arrange my hair a little and I saw a simple and small message which began to fade on my window, surely it had been there for several tens of minutes.

-I'm coming

My heart started beating at full speed, he was coming, I rushed him to my room and quickly took off my big sweater to put on a suit top, he likes it when I'm in a suit... well he liked it when we were 16 .. but I don't know if it's still the case... I'm in total stress and if he doesn't like me anymore..

I heard Norbert call me behind the door

-Albus there is someone for you

Has he already been there? My breathing quickens and my desire to see him makes me have heart palpitations. Norbert accompanied me to the gate of Hogwarts, spanking me this kind of stupid jokes that he likes to do before letting go of me:

"You dress well, you have a date today?" »

I turn red the second he finishes his sentence, he notices it quickly and starts laughing.

At the door was waiting for me a man of about 35 with very dark skin and short layered hair, he had changed again to go unnoticed.

I knew very well that I was smiling like an idiot, he ran his hand through my hair without a word and pulled me towards the exit, we Apparated.

Arrived in London, we went to the cafe where we had met the day before, the pleasure of seeing him again was even more than present.

I love him so much, I feel like my heart is exploding too.

He smiled at me and invited me to sit in front of him holding out my hand, I grabbed it and smiled back. My feelings were swirling inside of me and my mind was clouding so much it would affect me.

-I like you.

He said simply smiling at me so my answer was also so simple.

-I love you too.

He still looked at me intensely, his eyes wandered over my lips and I had a sudden urge to kiss him without stopping, which I was not sure, I just drank my coffee. He devoured me with his eyes and I knew it, it almost amused me and he noticed it in my little smile in coin.

-Let's go ?

This question challenged me, where did he want to take me?

-Where are we going ?

-You will see, honey

My heart jumped in my chest, honey, he hadn't called me that since we were 16.

He pulled me by the arm towards a very pretty park, with very large groves of flowers.

He transformed into himself, it's a bit disgusting during the transformation because it looks like his skin is melting but after he becomes exactly the man I love, with his fair skin, his thin face and his beautiful blue eyes.

We sat down on a bench, a green steel bench, it was all frozen, it was cold in the buttocks through my pants.

We talked for long hours together, between a few kisses we talked about our future together, also about our reputation, my work, what people would think of us, what we could do about it and what we could keep it short. We concluded that, for the moment, it was better that he stay under the appearance of this man who is a little taller and with darker skin than his and that if we stay together, later we will assume to be really together and at that time he will resume his true appearance.

After this long discussion about our future, I was very cold, we got up to go back to the cafe and drink a hot one.

He slowly passed his red scarf around my neck, this scarf connected us despite our differences (and our paths of yesteryear and now I'm dancing and I'm moving forward I don't know if that's the song but tkt 😭😂 )

He took my hand in his and whispered in my ear

-I will join you soon my love

Before kissing me and transplanting to disappear again.