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There he sat once more and many more times were to come. He sat on his chair in front of the desk which was covered with musical equipment. He had closed the door and locked it, desiring to not be bothered.
Yet again he had another quest. He had to create four songs for a new album of a boy group as if he wasn't already busy enough, he accepted it.
Changbin did not realize that the darkness was settling in day by day. Producing songs took all of his time and energy. So it wouldn't be weird to say that his oh so wonderful brain, became tired wasn't so unimaginable anymore. He noticed that it was getting harder to come up with a beat, to create a melody or to even find a fitting sentence for the lyrics of it. His brain was being drained and it would not be able to go much longer.
His boss had noticed the little slump he was in and decided that it was finally time to introduce her to him. She was everything but ordinary, oddinary would fit her better. Her ideas are beyond this realm. Hopefully she can set a spark free to lit his creativity again.
His fingers were ever so busy. He moved over the keyboard of his computer to add beats. The mouse he held was working hard, it's still a wonder that it's in tact after all those years. His hands were moving rapidly but the gears in his brain were not so fast. They were rather slower, slower than they should be.
Changbin sighed and let his hands fall down next to him. "This isn't it. This can't be it." he murmured to himself. Without thinking any further, he deleted what he had just created, not being satisfied with it ever so slightly.
He stared at the blank track row in front of him. He had to fill four of those within a few days but he had no inspiration whatsoever. In some way, he felt defeated.
There are questions flying through the air while the dirty feeling of being empty arose. He closed his eyes and leaned his back against the chair. He hoped that maybe if he took a moment to relax, an idea would come to him.
But his oh so relaxing moment got interrupted after thirty seconds of silence by some knocking on the door. He opened his eyes and looked at the door, waiting for someone to say anything at all. They knocked again. "Seo Changbin? Are you in there? I was sent to-"
As soon as the person started talking, he had stand up and walked to the door. "I was sent to- Oh hello.... I'm Y/n, nice to meet you. I'm here to assist you-"
He closed the door on her. Right in her face. He didn't mean it in a bad way, he just didn't need help. He refused to be helped. He could do this himself, he had won so many rewards for a reason."-with the production of the songs." the woman continued to a closed door as she was kind of shocked at the fact that it was so close to her face. "Well he did say that it wasn't going to be easy. Luckily do I enjoy a challenge." she said and pulled the key out of her pocket and put it into the keyhole.
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star lost - seo changbin
FanfictionBeing a producer, spending whole days in a dark room doesn't make a person very happy. Changbin was living this life. He was missing a light. The pressure of finishing songs and making new songs, makes him wander around, lost in his thoughts. Even t...