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"Tomorrow. I won't be able to help you." Y/n said to Changbin while they were saving the finished song. "Are you going somewhere?" he asked being a bit curious. "I'm going back home for two days." she said. "Did something happen at home?" he asked being concerned. "No, I just haven't seen time in awhile." she said. "Oh.. Well have fun with your family." he said. She nodded and left the room.
The next morning
"Get your act together. Today is the last day. You need to get this done. Y/n isn't here. Come on, focus." he said to himself. He had been in the studio for over an hour now and nothing was coming out of him. No idea, not even a note that sounded nice, nothing happened.
His hands were on the desk, close to the keyboard of the computer but he hadn't touched it today. He just stared at the screen, hoping that an idea would soon pop up.
He turned his chair to the left and rolled himself closer to the window. It was raining outside. No one was outside. He sighed but kept staring outside. He stayed like that for awhile.
He stood up after being down with the depressing weather outside. He walked out of the studio and decided to walk around for a bit, hoping that his mind would come back to reality so he could finally work on the song.
He walked two rounds before going to the bathroom. He turned on the faucet and looked at himself at the mirror. He made his hands wet and washed his face. Dripping water down his face, he looked at his reflection in the mirror once more. He felt lost, as if he was stuck in some kind of darkness. He felt like he was wandering around in a dark fog. He was lost. He turned the faucet off and dried his face before making his way back to the studio.
He looked at the colorful room he was in. It was weird to imagine that this room was once filled with the colors, grey and black. Now it was filled with the colors of the rainbow.
He looked at red and wrote everything he could come up within 5 minutes. He continued to do that until he had done that with all methods. There were some basic answers as 'apple, water, pear, wine, moon and peach.' But there were also some answers like 'tears, hatred, love, void, forgiveness, lightning and neon sign.' Some words were rather concerning. But this method helped with a few sentences for the lyrics of the song. Maybe just enough for a verse and a pre-chorus.
Suddenly his phone made a dinging sound. He looked at the message on his lockscreen. Y/n had texted him, asking how it was going.
Chat with Y/n
Y/n: Hey, how is it going? Is it coming along?
I did some brainstorming, but I still got nothing to work with : CB
Y/n: Take a look at this instagram account, it has a lot of inspirational texts as well as inspirational pictures. [link to instagram account]
He decided to just try it out. It not like he had anything else to do. He clicked on the link and looked at a few pictures. He wrote the quotes that he liked down. He was planning to have a look at it later to say what he could do with it.
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star lost - seo changbin
FanfictionBeing a producer, spending whole days in a dark room doesn't make a person very happy. Changbin was living this life. He was missing a light. The pressure of finishing songs and making new songs, makes him wander around, lost in his thoughts. Even t...