save me

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Writer's pov

"Ugh" Rose groaned as her body ached and her head hurt,

she looked around to see herself strapped to a seat, with xavin sitting right across her meanwhile Damien and Irina were sitting on the adjacent aisle,

she gulped audibly fear over taking her senses,

her hands trembled just enough to make her wobbly, but not enough to be visible to others,

she was a mess her wedding dress was dirty muddy torn and blood stained, her hairs looked like as if she just walked out from a bomb blast, a tear slipped her eyes as she remembered everything, she clutched her hands and pulled her legs closer to her Seay as xavin stared at her with no expressions,

Irina and Damien were asleep, but she didn't notice them, she didn't dare raise her eyes.

"My...." Rose managed to say after a good few minutes but it was barely audible"

"My what?" he asked grabbing her Jaw and Rose who was already terrified just tried hard to not pee on her spot,

"My...son" she croaked as tears just kept flowing out of her eyes staining her already stained face, smudging the lipstick on her cheek even more,

xavin felt a tug in his heart, he knew she didn't deserve this, she didn't had anything to do with this, her parents were the one who killed his and damiens parents for power not her, he wished he could make it easier and kill her, but he couldn't, he couldn't go against his boss, his family.

"He is fine" he said his face not giving away a single emotion.

she wanted to say that she wanted him but she was scared beyond limits.

"I need to feed him" she said or more like pleaded as her chin quivered, her trance filled eyes begging him, but she didn't look at him directly she stared at her hands on her lap.

"hm" he just said that and Rose didnt understand what to think of it a yes or a no.

He leaned down to her level and she flinched covered her face with her arm.

"I am sorry, I am sorry, plz" she begged,

"Relax I was just unlocking your seatbelt" he said and gripped her elbow guiding her towards the bedroom at the end of the jet.

"Freshen up and change into these" he said his tone dripping authority,

Rose entered the bathroom and avoided the mirror, she knew she can't break down right now, she just completely avoided herself and whatever happened back home, she sniffed her tears making it difficult to see, she exhaled deeply and closed her eyes letting them clear her eyes,

I need to be strong for little ethi..

"Will you do it quick or should I come in there?" xavin knocked and she trembled picking up the pace,

she struggled to push back the blood, the screams, the lifeless bodies, the violation and everything at the back of her mind, as long she denied it, she'll be fine as long as she ignores it,

ignorance is bliss

she kept chanting.

"Here" xavin was standing with ethan in his arms and she felt relief wash all over her, she took him and settled on the bed and stifled a whine as her vagina throbbed with pain, while xavin left granting her privacy.

"hey baby" she cried with a smile and ethan clutched her finger in his tiny fist, she struggled to not break down and did what she has planned to do to cope, she ignored her feelings, her pain, her trauma, but it was hard, It was impossible if she kept on getting new trauma, new pain, new fear, she was in midst of all of it.

she was too shocked to worry about how's and why's, or where were they taking her or anything, she was just grateful they didn't kill her baby.
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Xavin stared at her as she fell asleep on the bed, her head resting on the headboard, she was in sitting position, her hairs were still a mess but it looked like there was attempt to tame them, her smudged make up was gone,  showing her natural features which were almost angelic, her cheeks painted with endless tear stains,

he watched the hickeys and scratch marks peeping through his t-shirt that she wore.

he needs to stop this madness now, there really wasn't any need to rape her today.

he thought and walked closer to her carefully knowing very well she'll be scared.

"Hey" he said trying to wake her up,

"hey you" he poked her shoulder and she tried to scream but her voice was stuck in her throat she stared crawling backwards on the bed terrified, clutching her Baby to her chest.

"It's okay" he coaxed raising his arms up in surrender,

"we are landing you need to go to your seat and buckle up, come on" he said pointing towards the door.

she calmed down and walked slowly,

"give me the baby, you can't have a baby in your arms during landing" he said but Rose stepped back nodding her head in a no.

"did you just refuse?" a familiar voice asked and she backed off falling on her seat, refusing to look towards him.

"give.him.the.baby" he gritted his teeth and Rose felt reality wash over her, she was alone, helpless, in middle of monsters,

she cried letting Irina take her baby from her arms

who even is she, she gets to hold my baby but not me.

she felt frustrated,

the plane landed and she couldn't remember anything they handled her so roughly, they didn't tell to walk or to wait or anything they just pushed, pulled, shoved her however they pleased, damien was walking forward with the strange woman who rose didn't knew was Irina damiens wife, and the man who helped her in the plane whose name was xavin she came to know accompanied them and she was behind between a hoard of security, only consolation was her baby was in her arms again,

it's all I need to survive whatever is in store,

only if she knew.

they reached a mansion but rose didn't care to watch anything, her eyes were fixated on her son, her hope, her strength.

"Give her the baby" Damiens voice brought her out of her trance and she realized they were standing in a living room.

she tightened her hold on her son pulling closer than he already was and looked at the woman he was pointing to, she didn't look at damien, she hasn't since she woke up, she didn't want to face that part of the situation yet, she didn't want to face anything, not even her family's murder, or her rape, or the deception, or what revenge was this, why was this.

"Didn't you hear me" he raised his voice and she visibly trembled, but motherly love gave her some strength to form a sentence.

"Why...why would I give my baby to her?" she asked her heart ready to jump out of her chest, fear making her feet ice cold.

"Cuz he is my son, and she is my wife" And that's when Rose's eyes shot towards damien, yes at this point she couldn't care less about this marriage, but still this came down on her as a bucket full of ice.

sorry for updating late, but hey I did it somehow.
and yeah I won't be updating tommorow I'll be traveling.

bye you guys.