Love Cycle

Chapter 5

Y/n pov

L.A mid Sep

"restart it for me so I can listen real quick" I say to my engineer i'm recording with.

I get so high I put these drugs into my system
I love you with all my heart, ain't no probably
You choose your life over your son, that shit killed him
I never asked you for anything, just your honesty
How you trade on me like that? I'm your family
And she tried to chase a bag before I have to leave
But two wrongs don't make it right
Get with your dog and make it right

" I think i'm coo for the day man just edit what we got today and we should be done soon" I dap up my engineer and put my hoodie on and leave the studio.

Most times I like to record myself because I just enjoy it but I was lazy today and used my man surprisingly.

As I get in the garage and get to my truck. My phone vibrates I ignore it while throwing my backpack into my passenger street and finally checking my phone after starting the car.

King Kylie

I miss you bestfriend :(

I smile unintentionally while laughing softly.

Y/n/n

you just left this morning for your meeting. lol
but i miss you too wyd tonight ?

I simply stop replying for now and drive back home thinking of my life.

I've been focusing on my music and just raising ace. Even stopped my one night stands to be a better me.

Finally pulling into the parking garage and heading up to my apartment. I close the door and easily while scrolling on my phone listening to music.

Hours go by with me listening to music now i'm in the kitchen cooking me some noodles.

Rapid knocks at the door leave me confused and I go answer the door and I see Kylie standing there with tears in her eyes.

Before I even get a chance to talk she's crying in my chest and not even uttering a word. I just close my door and try and walk us to the couch but it's kind of hard when she made her body dead weight. So i'm left no choice but to pick her up and take us to the living room.

I rub her back and just let her cry it out. With her tears finally slowing down and she's just sniffling I take the time to lean back some and wipe under her eyes.

"what happened?" Almost like those words are what caused her pain the tears start again but she's able to say a few words.

"he cheated on me." She whispered those words that linger in my apartment and us both lost for words we continue to watch tv mindlessly.

She finally sits up and I can tell now that she is in another stage of processing what is going on.

"How could he do me like this? I was there for him like no one else. When he was abandoned and felt useless no one answered his calls. I was there to pick up the pieces no one else but me."

She continues to ramble and I'm listening but not listening knowing it's her just getting things off her chest. Her last statement did catch me off guard.

" I didn't even feel safe with him like I do you yet you don't see me cheating" Realizing she said that out loud we both are silently staring at each other. I begin to stand up and start shaking my head feeling a migraine approaching.

I notice tears leave her eyes as she sees my facial expression she looks more scared than anything.

"I don't fault you for your feelings Kylie but you just found out your boyfriend cheated on you. You're very much hurt right now and maybe confused" I say after giving her a kiss on the forehead like I normally would and begin my walk to the kitchen.