MY NANNY N ME | VMIN

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At five in the morning the alarm on Jimin's cell phone went off and he tried to get up but he felt that he couldn't move as if he was wrapped in a cocoon of caterpillars.

Again, he tried to get up, but the cocoon he was wrapped in became even tighter around his body, causing him to be unable to move.

Until Jimin opened his eyes in confusion at what was wrapped around his body causing him to be completely unable to move. Wiping his sleepy eyes and adjusting his vision to the still dark room, he slowly moved and slightly open eyes turned around until his eyes widened to the one next to him.

The sound asleep Taehyung softly snoring next to him as his whole body was encased in the embrace of Taehyung's arms and legs wrapped around him.

Jimin's mouth dropped open at the unbelievable position and appearance of them and the overwhelming wonder why he was next to Taehyung.

Until his eyes landed on Taehyung's bed and only then did he realize that Taehyung had moved to his side to sleep. He was about to wake Taehyung up and push him away but suddenly he was captivated by his amazing gentle face.

But instead of pushing, he stared at Taehyung's handsome face, Jimin's eyes were full of curiosity, studying every angle of the latter's face. Suddenly, Jimin was amazed at Taehyung's long eyelashes and pointed nose and above all at Taehyung's thin but soft lips.

Jimin's eyes looked like a scanner, traversing and scanning every part and angle of Taehyung's face and even his breathing and soft snoring he observed.

Temporarily forgotten in his own thoughts and let himself be taken over by the awe of the man who trapped his body causing him to feel the warm of the moment.

"You're handsome, maybe if you weren't sick, wearing a suit and working in an office would suit you!" Jimin's eyes once again trailed to Taehyung's lips carefully caressing the softness of it and staring at him with a thrill in his heart.

Suddenly, Jimin bit his lower lip as he looked up at Taehyung's lips, there was a part of himself that was pushing him to taste it but stopped. The chaos in his mind suddenly prevailed and he woke up to the conscious reality that he did not understand his gender and status and his feelings.

Jimin suddenly felt fear and slowly removed Taehyung's hand and leg carefully stood up and went to the bathroom.

Inside the bathroom, he stood in front of the mirror but his thoughts were far away, confused about what he really was and who he really was between the two.

A man who wants to be with a woman, have children and a family with a woman or be a gay who wants to starts a family with a man.

How will he address his own gender?

Where does he count himself?

Things that Jimin was afraid to answer, things that he didn't prepare before going to work as Taehyung's nanny.

Chaos of his inner self that gradually engulfs him in fear and extreme confusion.

Jimin brushed his hand through his hair frustratedly, holding both hands in front of the sink and closed his eyes tightly. Turned the faucet on and washed his face desperately over and over again.

Staring at his own replica in the mirror again, he let out a shaky sigh and turned around and then took off his clothes to take a shower.

Jimin tries to shake off the growing feeling that is slowly creeping into his heart for Taehyung. Trying to make himself believe that he is a man who will not like his fellow men.