MY NANNY N ME | VMIN

(Season 2) ~33~

Jimin's POV :

Taehyung is not my first love and nor my first romance but I feel like he is my first suddenly in past two weeks after something happened between us I suddenly became conscious in everything, specially to myself.

I can't stay in one place or room with Taehyung and me alone, I'm under pressure or it's more correct to say I'm nervous. Afraid of being pulled into sex with Taehyung again when I'm not clear on whether I should go in flow or be well behaved?

I slowly understand that there is a taint in my male gender and maybe I am somewhere between being queer or gay. And slowly I can also feel the strange beating of my heart for Taehyung but I have a tinge of fear.

I'm willing to give my feelings to Taehyung but I'm afraid that my heart will hurt if I make a mistake in what I do. Whether to give and accept Taehyung's offer of love or not and continue as I was, the truth is I'm confused and don't know what to do.

But I can't help but be thrilled by what Taehyung does every day he sends me red roses and love letters, I feel like he's courting with me. He even gave me a large size brown teddy bear with chocolate bouquets that even I was a little embarrassed by the reaction of the people around us.

His three children and I were in the living room at that moment with Jin and Namjoon hyung when he came home from the office. And the happy voice greeted us and suddenly came to me and stood right in front of me with the huge teddy bear and chocolate bouquet.

I gasped and slowly raised my face to look at Taehyung in confusion. My eyes blinked repeatedly to find out that I wasn't just dreaming about what I saw.

"For you, baby, I hope you like it, the teddy bear is a bit bigger than you, but I really want to give it to you. I hope you think that's me, I named him TETE so that I have the same name as him" Taehyung said to me as he looked at me with his shining eyes.

I could see the excitement on Taehyung's face as he handed me the teddy bear and chocolate bouquet, but I couldn't help but look in the direction of Jin and Namjoon and feel shy.

To my great surprise, I couldn't react and was embarrassed in front of his parents. All kinds of emotions surrounded me, I hesitated to take it or take it, then ran into the room.

"Baby this is for you don't you like it? Or it's just different stuffed toys that are just dogs, so do you want that?" Taehyung asked me smiling but instead of being able to answer I looked at Jin and Namjoon who were frowning as they watched us with questioning eyes.

These scenes and events make my heart beat so much and it's all because of Taehyung. Such actions that convey a deep question in the eyes of Jin and Namjoon that conveys discomfort to me but liking it at the same time.

Taehyung's POV :

Two weeks, two weeks passed that I was chasing the attention from Jimin although I understand his slight avoidance of me but it's hard to stop the heart.

It's hard to stop the heart that felt pure love and tasted the sweet lips that only Jimin could make me feel so thrilled. So I hope Jimin will trust me and I will dedicate myself to him for the rest of my life.

I feel like I've dreamed again and had a second chance to have direction. With Jimin and my children, I feel complete and when I marry Jimin, my only desire is to create a happy family.

I know it's too early for all this but I'm determined I want to marry Jimin so I secretly bought a ring with Jungkook's help. I'm madly in love but my promise is to be honest and take care of Jimin at all times.

Whether I'm going to be speared or killed by his brother, I'm ready to surrender just to be with Jimin forever as my husband. I want to be his last in his heart and in his life no matter how far I will go I am ready because I am sure that I love Park Jimin.