MY NANNY N ME | VMIN

(Season 2)~34~

"Don't lock your room door I'll be there at one o'clock at dawn!!" kissed Jimin's cheek and ran out the door with a smile.

Those were the words like a broken cassette tape replayed over and over in Jimin's mind as he put the children to bed and while sitting on the small baby couch next to the crib.

Jimin's heart is constantly beating nervously and his body is restless whether to sleep in his room or in the baby's room to avoid what may happen between him and Taehyung.

"What to do? Am I ready again? The last time that happened to us was too painful, so I don't want to be the bottom again. What if Taehyung insists on what to do? Should I give in or just make excuses that I'm sleepy? Ahhhaaaiisst! Jimin, think about what you are, didn't you say you're bisexual, you feel like you want to be bottom or top, right? Tell Taehyung so he knows what you're up to!!" Jimin whispered while talking to himself about what he should do.

There he stood on the chair, walked towards the door, went out and there he returned to the couch and sat biting his finger in extreme nervousness.

Jimin is at the peak of his confusion and fear of what he imagines may happen and the fear that he won't be able to walk properly again in a week is an intense debate with him.

"Come on Jimin, what do you think, are you going to sleep here or are you going to go to your room and wait for Taehyung there!!" Jimin whispered to himself and chose the latter and slowly walked out of the babies' room and hurried down the stairs to his room.

Entering his room, Jimin immediately took off all his clothes and hurriedly went to the bathroom and took a shower and scrubbed his body and washed his body well.

After Jimin finished, he immediately rubbed lotion all over his body and put on a simple white t-shirt and black cotton shorts. Staring slightly at his own reflection in the mirror and wondering if he forgot something.

"Yes, it's perfume, so I'll blower my hair to dry it right away so it's not too obvious that I've showered and I'll really get ready when Taehyung comes, it's embarrassing to say that I'm too excited for his arrival!" Jimin said to himself in the mirror and quickly dried his hair and combed it then looked in the mirror again with a smile.

Then Jimin looked around his room and bed and thought to arrange the bedsheets and he put perfume on them and immediately sprayed air freshener around his room.

And looking at every corner of his room, carefully checking if it is clean and there is no clutter or dust around. There he went back to the bathroom, I checked his bathroom to see if the towel he hung smelled or if he forgot to clean something.

"Is it okay, haven't I forgotten anything? Oh wait, did I brush my teeth?" then Jimin quickly ran to the bathroom again and hurriedly brushed his teeth and gargled mouthwash.

Paranoid or over excited is an understatement that can be considered for Jimin's actions that earlier he was hesitating whether he would allow Taehyung to enter his room or not.

After leaving the bathroom, Jimin sat on the edge of the bed and thought about what to do while waiting for Taehyung and then it came to his mind to search what gay or bisexual people do during intimacy.

Jimin took his phone and typed in the search box about the work of gays and bisexuals that he didn't know yet and when the results appeared he immediately scrolled.

And that's when Jimin's innocent eyes became very aware of the truth contained in the world of his kind. For someone like him, the knowledge and thoughts about everything that men share with men is a deep mystery to him.