weeooo I Hate myself

my parents divorce (more Abt my dad but)

It's not my fault
I know thag.
But I feel like to is.

They've had so many financial problems and it would've been easier if they had two kids instead of three.
They don't need me because they ahve two boys who can carry on their blood line.
I'm here for nothing, because they all know I'm not having kids.
They don't need me..they don't.
I'm just here to make them feel better.
Just say they can say they have 'Pride and Joy!' daughter.
I was my parents only daughter.
And I turned out trans.
My mother is calling it a phase,but I don't think 'phases' lasts for 3/4 years.
My father's a narcissist,everything has to be hsi way or about him.
My parents had gotten into a fight the other day and my mother is still angry,she cried earlier today and I can't fucking stand it.
My father never gives me attention unless I beg for it,it took him over an hour to drop off a necessity for me today.
He was doing nothing,and he texted me and hour before he dropped it off.
I know he can't stand me because I'm just like my mother
And I know he'll push me away because I'm going to be just like her.
Attitude and all.
Face,hair,ect;
It's all my mother.
I have to protect my little brother from it.
It sucks but it's better if he doesn't know what's happening until he's older.
My stepdad is so much better.
He wants us to be happy,he helps my mother,he doesn't complain about anything,he helps,he provides our needs,he loves and cares for us.
Everything seems perfect it's just all in my head and its something for a other chapter.

That concludes it for one.