I woke up to the sound of banging against the wall. I sit up to see my surroundings. I'm guessing that I'm in Jack's sisters room.
"Why are you up," I hear a raspy voice and I jumped a little cause I didn't know who it was.
"Jesus Christ Nate," I said holding my chest.
"What?"
"You scared me."
"I'm sorry," he questioned a little.
"It's fine I just didn't know that anyone was in here," I told him.
"Well I am. Now why are up," he asked again.
"Because I hear banging against the wall," I tell him and he gives me this weird look.
"Probably just Madison and Jack," he said and I gave him the most disgusted look.
"Are you fucking serious? She like 16 and he's fucking 18," I explain.
"Their is only a 2 year difference," he tells me.
"So she still a kid why in earth would he do that!"
"Because he loves her," he tells me.
"Whatever," I say getting up.
"Where are you going," Nate ask sitting up and I realize he was shirtless leaving me in awe. "Damn close your mouth you're going to catch a fly."
"Sorry," I say hiding my face.
"Don't be. I know you still like me," he says and I laugh.
"Sure," I faked smile and he smiled so big.
"But for real where are you going," he continued.
"The bathroom," I said.
"Oh. Sorry go before you piss yourself," he tells me and I laugh.
I wake in to in bathroom and I looked into the mirror.
My god,I thought to myself, how could one look so ugly.
I look under the sink to find and a rag and I did. I turn the water on warm and wet the rag. I pulled my pants down and sat down on the toilet to pee and wiped my make up off my face.
"Can you hurry up I have to pee too," I heard someone from outside the door. I'm guessing it was Madison because it was a girls voice.
"Umm yeah," I said wiping and pulling the my pants up. When I open the door I see Gilinsky and Madison standing there making out.
"Can you like not," I say rolling my eyes and pushing past them.
"Sorry," Gilinsky says.
"Ha I don't care," I tell him and Madison gives me the most disgusting look ever. "What is your problem?"
"Every since you got here you have been giving me the attitude," Madison starts.
"You sound like my mom. Back the fuck off," I tell her and walk back to the room.
"What the hell happened," Nate says as I walk in the room.
"Doesn't matter I'm leaving," I tell him.
"What no you can't," he says and stands up and puts in his shorts that were laying in floor.
"Why can't I?"
"Because I want you here."
"Well you wanna come with me cause I'm probably going to get some breakfast and go home and sleep."
"Yeah I guess but doesn't your mom still hate me," he says.
"I don't know and I don't care. What is she going to do? I mean I'm graduating in a couple of months and then I'm leaving so she ain't going to kick me out," I tell him.
"Okay. What if she ask me to leave?"
"She won't and I don't even think she is home. O think she is at work," I tell him.
"Okay but she says about calling the cops I'm running," he tells me.
* "Ashley Marie Brook," my mom yelled from the living room.
"Oh my god WHAT DO YOU WANT," I yell back.
"Get your ass in here!"
"What the hell do you want," I say making my way to the living room.
"Don't fucking cuss me," my moms says and slaps me. As soon as she did that Nate walked it.
"What the fuck," he said taking my moms hand and squeezing it tight.
"Let go of me or I will call the cops," she told him.
"Don't you fucking hit her," he said pushing her in the couch.
"That's it I'm calling the god damn cops," my mom says.
"NO MOM," I scream and run to her to take the phone out of her hand.
"Ashley," she said calmly, "give me that phone back."
"No," I tell her running to Nate and hugs me as cry.
"Quit your crying," my mom says and I pull away from him and throw her phone at her.
"Let's run," I tell him quietly and he grabs my hand and we run.*
We walk down stares and see that Johnson and Sammy are a wake.
"Aye sexy," I hear Sammy says.
"You still haven't change you fuck boy," I tell him and laugh a little.
"Well just telling the truth," he says and laughs.
"Okay well, Nate and I are going to get something to eat go to my house to sleep more."
"Sure sleep," Johnson smirked.
"Yes sleep like where you lay on a pillow," I say sarcastically.
"Yup cause that what you do when you sleep," Sammy said.
"Well it is. Well I'm going to go now. Goodbye. I'll probably be back later though," I tell them and grab my stuff.
"See you guys later," Nate tells me and follows behind me.
*after they eat*
"Good my moms not here ," I says as we pull in my drive way. We get out and I get my stuff out.
"So Ash how have you been," Nate ask.
"Good. Life's been okay. My dad moved out shortly after I sent off," I told him.
"Have you talk to him," he ask, clearly trying to make conversation.
"Nope and I don't care," I bluntly told him.
"Oh," he says and I unlock the door to the house. "Still smells the same."
"What the hell," I laugh.
"What?"
"My house still smells the same," I laugh a little.
"Yeah," he says really confused and I laugh.
"It was just random," I told him," and weird."
"Well it does smell the same."
I walk to my room and put my stuff away and Nate follows behind and sits in my bed.
He looks at a picture of him and me in like the 8th grade when we first started dating, "I remember that day," he says, "your mom begged us for that picture. I can't believe you still have it after everything."
Hearing him say that made me think of what made us break up.
**right before I was sent off*
I walk into Johnson's and the smell of weed and alcohol filled my nose.
I walk in the living room where everyone is out.
"Hey guys," I say them and look around to find my boyfriend Nate but he wasn't in there.
"Aye Ashley," Gilinsky says.
"Ash," Johnson says and then laughing,"AshLEY!" I laugh.
"Ashley," Sammy starts and stands up,"oh Ashley," he walks over to me and puts his arm on my shoulder,"Oh Ashley Ashley Ashley. You know you are my best friend right," he finishes and I laugh.
"Yes Samuel," I tell him and laugh,"where is Nate?"
"Out back," Johnson tell me and I nod and walk that way.
I open the door really slow and quiet. I walk out and see and girl sitting in his lap laughing and giggle at everything he says.
"Oh Skate," she says and giggles.
He leans in and they stare into each other eyes and the kiss, perfectly I sync. I fall to the ground and he breaks from the kiss. Tears are falling from my eyes.
"Ash," he starts.
"Do not call me Ash," I say standing up and walking back in.
"Ashley please it's not what it looks like," I says.
"Really you kissed," I paused and a tear fell from my watery eye," her," I say really quietly.
"I knew but I'm really sorry," he says.
"Nate it's," he interrupts me.
"No please."
"It's over," I say and walk out.*
I fake a half smile. Thinking about that night made me want to cry but I held everything in because I didn't want him to know that it still hurt to even think about what happen 3 years ago. I just can't get over it.
"I'm tired," Nate says looking at me and then looking at my bed.
"Clothes stay on mister," I laugh.
"Fine," he laughs. He pulls me him and we stare into each other's eyes. He leans in and I pull away. "What?"
"Nothing."
"There's something or you wouldn't have pulled away," he says sitting in my bed.
"It's been 3 years and I'm still not over you," I tell him.
There was a long silence.
"Ashley, I never stopped loving you," he says taking my hand and pulling closer to him. I look at him and he looks at me. "I love you."
"I love you," I says and lean in to kiss him. We were perfectly in sync. Oh how I have missed those lips against mine.
A tear fell from my eye and Nate pulls away.
"What's wrong," he says as I sit in his lap.
"Nothing," I tell him,"I've just missed you."
"I've missed you too, babe," he says,"now let's cuddle."
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Sorry for the long wait. I like to procrastinate. But anyways they didn't do anything nasty at Gilinsky house there was no where else to sleep so they slept in the same bed.
I hope you like it.
