"ASHLEY MARIE BROOK," my mom yelled waking both Nate and me up.
"What," I say sitting up.
"Why the hell is he here," I said angrily.
"Uh," I said.
"You know what whatever. I don't care," she said," I just came for lunch so I'm going to grab something to eat and go back."
"Okay," I say,"have fun."
"It's work how can I," she fakes laugh.
"Try to make the best of it," I tell her. Nate laughs.
"Okay well I'm going to go now," she says," behave. I love you," she shuts my door before I could say I love you back.
"Well you and your mom are finally getting along and she has a job," Nate says.
"Yeah after we both sobered up we got along and she got a job," I told him.
"I see that," he says.
"Yeah so what do you wanna do," I ask him.
"Well, once your mom leaves we will be all alone," he said and smirks.
"Yeah," I say and give him a confused look.
"Come on you know what I'm talking about," he smirked.
"No I can't Nate," I told him.
"Why not," he pouts.
"Because I just can't, Nate."
"Ashley."
"Nate. I can't."
"But we kissed last night and cuddled."
"I know but," my eyes started to water.
"But what," he got up in anger.
"Nate don't make me feel guilty because I don't want to have sex with you," I told him.
"The old you would have," he said and my jaw dropped.
"Really Nate," I started," the old me was dating you. The old me was stupid." A tears started rolling down my cheeks.
"Ashley," he said softly.
"Nate just leave," I sat down began to sob in pillow.
"Ashley," he started again but I cut him off
"I said leave."
"Well I can't. You were my ride here and it's to far to walk."
"Can you call someone?"
"I could but I don't want to leave you upset."
"You have before."
* "Are you sure want to do this," Nate ask.
"Yes," I say looking into his eyes.
He leans closer to me, now centimeters close to my lips. He looks at my eye and then my lips and then kiss them passionately. Now kissing in sync. He starts to take off my shirt breaking our kiss. He looks me, now shirtless. He is staring at me. I get a little shy. He bites his lip.
"Look at me," he says gently pushing my chin making my look at him,"I swear everything will be okay."
He leans in and kisses me. Now we were back where we start. He unclasped my bra, never breaking our kiss.
I lean back, breaking the kiss, and stare at his shirt. He looks at me, then down at his shirt, and takes it off.
He leans back pushing me back. Now I'm laying on my back and Nate straddling me. He leans down starts kissing me but this time one peck on my lips, then my right cheek, and now my neck. Slowly kiss my neck, my chest, and in between my boobs, making moan a little. Nate looking up at me and then slowly kissing my stomach, when he gets close to the top of my vagina area, I flinch. He looks up at me and down at my pants. He unbuttons them and yanks both my pants and underwear down to my knees and then taking his off.
Once his are off, he take mine all the way off.
Now that we are both fully naked he opens my legs and he starts to grind. I can feel his penis touching making me wet and then when I least expect it he slides into me and I flinch grabbing ahold of the sheets.
"Shh baby it's okay," he says softly in my ear.
"Nate I'm scared," I say almost in tear cause of the pain.
"Everything will be okay," he tells me and kisses me and starts to move in and out really slow so I can get use to his size.
I moan his name.
"Faster," I tell him and goes a little fast making me moan. I grab his back and dig my nails in him leaving scratches.
"FASTER," I moan louder and he goes faster and harder.
"Baby," he says.
"Mhmm," I say trying not to moan loud.
" About to cum," he says.
"Okay," I say and he pulls out and he came all over me. "Sorry baby. I'll go get a rag." He got up out and went to my bathroom and brought me back a wet rag to wipe his cum off of. When I'm done I throw the rag and floor and Nate gets back in my bed and raps his arm around me and pulls me close to him. Then next thing I new is that I was asleep.
When I woke the next morning Nate had left. I move a little and my legs wear a bit sore. Damnit. I slowly walk over to my underwear and bra drawer and put on a sports bra and a pair of underwear. Then I put on a tshirt and sweatpants and attempt to walk down stairs.
When I finally make my way down there I see Nate left and my mom wasn't came home yet. Great. I get a bowl, some frosted flakes, and some milk and fixed me some cereal.
The next day at school Nate ignored me and did that for about 4-5 weeks*
"I know," he said and sat next to me and held my hand," I promise I will next do it again. Every time I'd be with some chick is alway think of you."
"Nate," I said.
"I'm sorry."
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