Time to let go..

I hope to go to heaven so I see you once again

Summary:

Ike's personal book he wrote in
To document his life before he pass

As well as he life when he met The love of his life

Notes:

So freaking sad istg sentimental lines YAY I swear I awash about to write fluff today I'm so sorry :( I can't anymore I thrive on angst ;D anyways this chapter will be in 1st person only
:DDD

(See the end of the chapter for .)

Chapter Text

I hope I go to heaven, so I see you once again

My life was kinda short, but I got so many blessings

Happy you were mine, it sucks that it's all ending

I guess I still miss the good old days...

when we were still

together
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If only we could start

all over again.

It started all over again.

the white sheets

the white walls

the white ceilings

the white pillows

I thought I could leave it all behind.

that's why I left.

I wanted to spent more time with them.

I envy birds that can soar the sky

I am just the unlucky one that got caught in a cage

full of despair

Jealousy

and

Regrets.

I just sat there. Constantly looking out the window. The birds chirped. While I could barely mutter a word.

I like birds. I envy them.

I have been diagnosed for years already, with heart failure. I didn't have much to live from the start anyways.

When I was finally let out of my cage. So that I can enjoy a normal life before I die. I went to a school. I wasn't able to cope with school

work I couldn't understand. So I went to study more. Burning the midnight Oil. I enjoy reading, it brings me to places I can't go. I like

studying now, I can now do things I couldn't last time.

I recently made a friend. He is a boy my age. He introduced me to his friends. They are an unusual bunch. They use some words i can't

really understand. So I used my savings, and got a phone.it's not like I have anything to use it for. What's the point of saving it when I'm

going to die. I am now catching up with the trends and choice of words people often use.

I got an apartment to feel independence. My friend that I made, is now staying with me. He agreed to cook and do the housework

in trade off to stay in my apartment. He cooks well. I like his cooking. He also cleans well. The longer he stays in my apartment, I don't

know why but I want to see him more. He makes me happy. He helps me with new terms. I like him a lot. He accompanies me when I