Chapter 18.

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Mikeys pov~

She trusts me... with her life?... I know she's always made me happy, but her telling me such things... makes me at peace in this horrible world. My eyes went back on the road as I kept those words close to my heart and deep in the memory of my mind, I will protect her, and ill do whatever it takes to make her happy. 

"Mikey? Where are we going?" she asked close to my ear, I could feel my whole body stiffen and my breathing hitched "I-I thought we could go get a snack. I really wanna spend time with you y/n~ and maybe... we could go... to my place" I said trying to talk like I usually do so she can't see how flustered I really am, I told Emma she might come over and see the rest of the Sano family so shes making dinner. "Ok! I can't wait to hang out with you Mikey!" she said holding tight onto my torso, her chin resting on my shoulder, with my speed going up fast and my mind going fuzzy. I don't think I've ever felt this way, this feeling is so different, fuck! I love her so much! we stop at a gas station and go in, she gets off first and grabs my hand and we both walk in. Her mask is still off... I'm so proud of her. "Mikey! you like those fish desserts right? um.. dorayaki was it?" I stood there looking at her as she looked around, I'm touched she even remembered such a small thing as my favorite food... she's too cute. "ah! I found it! see Manjiro? this is it right?" ... "...M-Manjiro?..." we stayed in silence just staring at each other, I couldn't read her expression, and I don't think she could read mine. All of a sudden she dropped the dorayaki "I-... I'm so sorry... I didn't mean to I swear, I-!!!" I knew what she was thinking about, it was what she had been worried about for a long time, dammit! I screwed up!... "say it again... I want to hear my name come from your lips again..." I took a few steps forward, and for some reason, I felt desperate for her voice, I was desperate for her to be so near that if anything slightly wrong happened right now if she didn't say my name, if she went away right now... I feel like I would lose it! I saw her worried expression go away, I could see confidence come into her eyes like a burning flame slowly gaining its momentum into wildfire "Why? you know your name~ why do I need to say it?~" I knew she was teasing me, I grabbed her hand and took her outside to the back of the store where no one was around, I pinned her to the wall with both of my hands above her head, "Say it... I need to hear you say my name!" I knew I sounded pathetic, but I really do love her, I love her enough to get on my knees and beg. I, Toman's leader, I skilled fighter, and someone who is known to be fearless would get so pathetic in front of a random lady. But she isn't just a random lady to me, she is much more, and I will give up everything to keep her with me, to keep her with Toman, and I know the others feel the same way. I got dragged out of my thoughts as she chuckled, I looked down at her confused, I could tell she was trying not to laugh as our eyes met "Aren't you being a little childish (chuckles) Manjiro?" I felt my mind at ease, she wasn't afraid to go beyond limits, I never expected anyone to try and say my name and I guess I wouldn't mind 1 person calling me by my real name, but for some reason, I feel relaxed around her when she is being herself. Without knowing what my body was doing, I leaned in... and did something I never thought I would do...

Your pov~ (because you are indeed very special)

All I know is the shit escalated from having a fun time to getting shit going! (idk I'm bored)

I knew what Manjiro was about to do by the way he looked at me, our eyes met as he leaned in, and I let it happen. I've never been the type to run off in the dark with handsome boys after a gang meet-up, but everything is changing. I know it's risky to be involved in this life, but for the first time, I actually feel like I'm alive. I will do anything to hold on tight to this freedom. He stopped right before his lips touched mine, I felt his breath exhale out of his mouth as it was rigid and shakey. After a few seconds of staying there feeling each other's breathing, I gave him permission in a way I felt was perfect. I also wanted this, I moved my body forward, grabbed the back of his head, and kissed him softly. It started to rain, and after a while, he drove me back to the wall and deepened the kiss. His hands found my waist and my back while mine were around his shoulder and tangled in his soft hair. After a few minutes that felt like forever, we stopped and stared at each other panting, his flushed face grew to a happy smile plastered on his lips "So?~ whos better at kissing y/n?~" I could not believe him right now "H-huh?" we almost did a full tongue make out and he's really trying to ask me to pick between him and Tora!? "y/n~ I want to know" he was now just teasing me and I hated it "um... I-... It's you... Mikey..."

"huh? it is? yay! wait- why aren't you calling me by my name?!"

"you know I don't understand why you hate Tora so much when you are just like him..."

"We are nothing alike, I can kiss better than him~ I'm good in other things too y/n, would you like to judge?~"

"Hell no!"

As you both walked back into the gas station to get snacks Mikey couldn't help but act like a child around you, you acted annoyed but you really loved it.

"Let's go on your bike again, Manjiro"



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