Chp-23

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Devon shifted beside me and groaned. "Who the hell is calling you?"
I ignored his question and got up before grabbing my phone and walking into the hall bathroom or guess bathroom in his house. I quietly closed the door before answering.
"What?" I answered in a whisper.
"What happened to you visiting?" Anthony said.

I rubbed my face, then my neck before answering. "Its late. Goodnight."
"Wait!" He practically screamed. "Did you ask him?"
There was silence between both of us. I sighed and looked at the mirror on the door. I had bags under my eyes from waking up at 2 in the morning, my back hurt and I feel so weak.

"Yes." I whispered.
"W-what did he say?" Anthony mimicked my tone.
I closed my eyes and looked down at the tiles. "He didn't do it."
"Bullshit!" He snapped.
"Anthony-" I paused I was trying to collect my words. "-If- I'm-" I sighed.

"William." Devon called as he knocked on the door.
"You're over his house?" Anthony asked.
"Anthony, goodbye." I hanged up before he could say anything else.
I huffed as I rubbed my eyes. I slowly opened the door, revealing a confused, tired, jealous and pissed off Devon.

"Who was you talking to?" He asked as he eyed me up and down.
"My mom." I responded as I walk back in the room with him on my tail.
"At 2 in the morning." he snatched my phone out of my hand.
I turn and tried to take it back, but his stupid long ass arm was in the way. "Stop." I said I managed to move his arms and hop on his back. He threw me on the bed.

Now I regret being 130 pounds, skinny and short....

"Devon give me my phone." pleaded as he went to my call log.
His face turned to anger, hatred and betrayal will quick. He pressed the power button on my IPhone. He glanced at me then my phone as his faced turned red with anger. I slowly crawled to the other side of the bed so it could be a huge space between us.
"Devon, I'm sorry. He called to-"

I was cut off by my phone hitting the wall, shattering into pieces and leaving a hole in the wall. He sat on the bed with his head in his hands to calm down; a technic that his mother taught him to control his anger as a child.
I decided to just stand on the other side of the bed. As I got tired of standing, I slowly sat far away from Devon.

"You lied to me." he mumbled while rubbing his face.
"Devon, I'm sorry."
He chuckled and rubbed the back of his neck. "Y'all fucking?"
My eyes widen. "No! Why would you assume that?"
He turned to me with a look. Like I'm-going-to-kill and nigga look. "No nigga would call you at 2 in the morning unless it's a booty call."

"I would never cheat on you, especially not with Anthony or anyone else. Devon I love you and only you." I crawled up to him, peck his cheek, neck and lips. "And you're the only man that can make love to me." I kissed his shoulder blade.

"Trust, loyalty and love. That's the only 3 things I'm asking for in this relationship. First you trusted his word and accuse me of trying to kill him. Now you taking calls from him early in the morning. Next thing I know it, you won't love me anymore." he mumbled the last part.

"Devon." I wrap my arms around him. "I will never stop loving you, no matter what. Anthony won't get in the way in our love either." I kiss his neck some more before straddling him so that we was face to face, and eye level.
"I love you baby." I caress his cheek.

"I don't know William." he mumbled while looking at the wall.
When he said that it felt my heart stopped and not in a good way. "W-What?"
He looked at me and bite his lip (A habit he always do when he's nervous.) "I'm just-" he sighed.

"Just what? You don't love me?" I started to tear up.
"No, no. I love you and I will always love you till the day I take my last breath."
"Then what are you trying to say?"
He rubbed his face. "Maybe you should go home."
"No!"
"No?"

I got off his lap and stood in front of him with cloudy eyes. "That's what I said. I'm not leaving until you tell me what you're thinking."
He stared at me. "Just go home." he got up. I had to crank my head up because of his height. Devon brushed passed me and went to his dresser to get some basketball ball to put over his boxers.

I sat down on the bed with my arms crossed. "No." I said stubbornly.
Devon turned to me with a raise eyebrow. He slowly walked over to me with his short hung low on his hips. "William, I'm not playing."
I huffed. "Me either. I'm staying here."

"Get. Up." he said will clenching his jaw. I know he was getting irritated but I'm not budging.

"No." I said slowly as I looked into his brown eyes.
He grabbed my upper noodle arms but I leaned back into the bed while trying to stand my ground.

"I'm not giving up." I bursted out.
He gave me a questionable look. "What?"
My heart was pounding against my chest as I just saw the aggressive side of Devon, a side that he promised to never show me.
"I said I'm not giving up-"
I paused as he slowly let go of my arms.

"-I'm not giving us up. You may want to, but I'm not. I love you and you love me, at least that's what I know-"

"I do love you." He snapped.

"Then why are you pushing me away? On our second date you said you would never push me away, you would never give up on this relationship; this good relationship. I understand that you're pissed off because of my stupid choices with Anthony, but don't we all have faults. So yes, I'm going to stay, you can pick me up, drag me or leave me here while you do what ever. But I'm staying no matter what because I'm not ending this relationship over some stupid little ass mistake. Get mad, irritated, sad, jealous. Go ahead and punched the wall, throw stuff."

I paused and shook my head. "But just know, you can't throw me away so easily. Just know I love you, from all the past relationships that never last more than 6 months; you are the only guy that loves me back, that would do anything for me no matter what, you make me feel worthy of myself. So if you kick me out, break up with me or not talk to me; I will feel so empty and depressed. So I'm begging you, please don't end what we perfectly have."

Tears constantly slid down my cheeks as I constantly wipe them away. Devon stepped up to me and pulled me to me feet. He wiped my tears away and kissed my lips.

There was silence between us. No words was needed to know that Devon feels the same way...

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