the curse of the cold

this is her fault.

a few days later

i just really want to say something, something I have already said and it worries me to the point of i just wanna do it stage like ugh i swear to holy jeebus so i just have to do it because if its to later its to late. 

as my face fills of blushes from her presence leaving me looking like a lobster and not like how i wish i looked i asked her to meet me at our spot the beach of when we first kissed. i had no idea what was going to happen i was shook i didnt really know what to do or say so i said everything that came to the top of my head. ok listen i know that you dont like me like that way but i just have to say this ok i love you and no in not pregnant it was a false alarm it was just a messed up preg test and im not preg so you have nothing to worry about ok. 

"..."

why arnt you saying anything.

"..." 

come on say someth-

"taylor please chill the fuck out, i just haave on thing."

as eli pulled me in for a kiss i could feel her face pressed up againced mine berfore i could even process that she just kissed me so i guess she likes me back? 

"so tay keep this secret" 'bye" said eli

bye.