𝗜𝘀𝗮𝗯𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮'𝘀 𝗽𝗼𝘃
Allison Lee Dea's life was fairly normal, if having an alcoholic and abuser for a father was normal, she'd be pretty basic.
Allison and I have been hanging out for the past 3 months 7 days and 8 hours (but who counting?) in fact we're hanging out right now.
My best friend Alex says that I have and I quote 'a big fat mush crush on her'. What is this middle school? I do not have a crush on Allison. I mean maybe if I was a guy I'd like her, but who wouldn't she's gorgeous, it's just she's a girl and I'm a girl.
Am I into girls? Am I into Allison?
"Bells? Bella? Isabella?" Allison chuckled nervously.
"Yeah?" I ask genuinely confused on what she was talking about due to the fact that I was lost in my thoughts (as always- Allison).
"You've been staring at me with this like blank stare, are you okay? Should I call your dad- or get you your medicine?" She panicked a bit, not that I've ever had an episode in front of her (or around her at all) she was just cautious, but not to cautious if that makes sense. That was one of the things I loved about Allison (Alli) she treated me like a regular person, not like I was some piece of glass you needed to tiptoe around.
"No, no I'm fine I promise, just thinking." I told her putting my hand on her thigh to try and calm her nerves.
"You do that a lot." She stated simply.
"Do what?" I ask her unsure what she was referring to.
"Get lost in your thoughts. Ok now what was I saying....?" She pondered "Fuck, you made me lose my train of thought!" She joked.
"Not my fault you have short term memory loss, dory" I say returning the joking mood.
"Short term memory loss, that's the best joke you could come up with?" She says in a challenging tone "you know what?" She says before attacking me and initiating another wrestling match (in which I was winning just don't ask Allison).
To anyone viewing what was currently happening it would seem like a normal couple activity, except we aren't couple, though due to Allison's intrusion of my thoughts I don't know if I want us to be one.
"Hey! Beating the girl with cancer up is not a good look!" I scream from under Allison who was a few inches taller than me.
"Wow the guilt card. Your lucky I like you." She told me climbing back onto my bed "but like as friend."
"What?"
"I mean I like you as a friend- that like- I just didn't want you to like- think I have a crush on you- because I don't-" she rambled
" I didn't think you meant it like that," I say in response to her rambling "I mean I wouldn't have a problem if you did." I pause realizing what I'd just said slapping a hand over my mouth. 'That was bold like too bold'
"What?" It was her turn to be confused.
"I just said that I wouldn't mind if you had a crush on me. Because I might have a small one on you?" I said giving up on trying to hide it because I only have so long to live.
She didn't respond she instead place a hand on my cheek and leaned in.
"Can I kiss you?" She asked, our lips just mer inches away.
I was my turn to lean this time connecting our lips in a sweet (but inexperienced) kiss. We savored the kiss for what felt like years before I pulled a away for air.
"So I think I might like you." She stated in a sarcastic manner.
"You better I just wasted my lip virginity on you!" I slightly raised my voice. My face flushed a bright red color due to the situation.
"Lip virginity? Wait you've never kissed anyone?" She questioned.
"I mean being known as 'cancer girl' really doesn't make people want to kiss you." I told her. The kids at my high school were mean and I was not looking forward to starting senior year in the fall (that is I if I make it to senior year).
"God kids are mean, but I'm honored to be your first." She stated genuinely
"Be my second?" I asked finding my self missing her lips
"Of course" she said leaning in again. This kiss was less innocent (still very inexperienced on my part) and eventually got heated until we hear the door open.
"Hey bellbear, what do you wanna eat for-"
He paused at the (short) scene of his daughter and who he thought to be her friend pulling away from a kiss and jumping apart.
I am sure my face is bright red while Allison has a more nonchalant look on her face.
"Oh! Hey mister Ray! You were saying?" She asked as if he hadn't seen what just happened.
"Hey bells, can I speak to you down stairs?" He said as I rose from the bed and followed him down stairs. I didn't know how he'd react, I mean surely he wouldn't kick me out I'm dying for Christ sake.
Once we made it down stairs my father began speaking.
"Care to explain?" I stay silent looking at my socks "hey I'm not mad, if you think I'm mad because she's a girl your wrong. I'm mad because one the door was closed and two it father daughter dinner night." I'd completely forgotten that it was Wednesday (aka father daughter dinner night)
"Oh my lord! You scared me, I thought you were some weird homophobe!" I admitted.
"Oh no god No! I could care less about who you date as long as they treat you right and your being safe you date who you want. But as much as I love Allison she's gotta go to her own home, I'm sure her mother is wondering where she is." He explained.
"Yeah okay dad, I love you." I told him walking back up the stairs to my bedroom.
𝗔/𝗻 𝘀𝗼 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗱𝗼 𝘄𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸?
𝗝𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗶𝘇𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗜 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝘂𝘆𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗶𝘀 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗯𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘀𝘂𝗽𝗲𝗿 𝗳𝗮𝘀𝘁 𝗯𝘂𝗿𝗻 𝗱𝘂𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝗮𝗰𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗕𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗮𝘀 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹 𝗰𝗹𝗼𝘀𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗵 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗜 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗮 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝗿𝘁 𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝘀𝗽𝗮𝗻.
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