Terminal Love

Plans and white lies

Allison's POV

Let's get a recap shall we?

Well my girlfriend is terminally ill and just so happened to end up in the hospital a few days ago, and guess what she did have at least 5 to 6 months left, but given her most recent diagnosis she now has drumroll please......3 months!

I should probably take my therapists advice and stop using humor as defense for my trauma but like, what's the fun in that? But seriously I don't know what I'm gonna do, when Bella told me she only had 5 to 6 months left I was devastated but when she told she now only has 3, you could guess how I reacted.

Isabella's POV

Soo I may have lied to Allison.

I mean not a big lie just like a white lie. I mean the definition of a white lie is to lie to protect someone's feelings, so in a way it's not that bad.

I should probably tell you what I lied about, but before I do you have to promise that your not gonna like flip out because if you do then I can't imagine what she'll do.

So I like, kinda sorta, maybe lied about how much time I have left.

Okay so, when I put it like that it seems like a big deal but it's really not.

I sigh audibly. Okay yea it's pretty bad, I mean I told my girlfriend that I have 3 months to live when in reality I've got like half a month.

I even lied and said that I felt that I was getting better. I just don't want to hurt her. I can't help but think of the broken look In her eyes of I were to tell her.

I really love this girl and I can't hurt her so I'll keep my secret.

I'm pulled from my thoughts by an incoming FaceTime call, from, speak of the devil Allison.

Allison's POV (also sorry for the rapid change in POV)

I call Isabella, I just have this feeling that she's lying to me about something.

She answers on the 3rd ring.

I can't help but speak my thoughts when I see her appearance.

"God your pale." I didn't mean for it to come off harsh but it just did, " OH MY GOD I AM SO SORRY I DONT KNOW WHAT I WAS THINKING!" I kinda realized what said after I said it.

"Oh"

"Just 'oh'?"

"I mean you just told me that I'm pale as if I didn't already know."

"Again I'm sorry I don't know what got into me," I'm being honest I just thought out loud.

"Yea your fine." She was like really monotonous, almost like a robot. Guess she doesn't have much energy (given the fact that she only has like 3 months to live).

"Hey are you okay, you seem like, I don't know down?"

"It's nothing, I promise." She says, she sounds almost like she's deflecting.

"Sooo I was thinking and not to bring the mood down or be insensitive but since you only have  about 3 months left to live, we could like hang out a bit more?" She visibly cringed at my words.

I squint my eyes and tilt my head slightly at her facial expression in a questioning manner.

But she ignores my reaction and answers the question "I don't know I'm probably gonna be like super tired, I mean I'm not the healthiest person."

"Yea, yea your right. I don't even know why I asked." She made a panicked expression.

"Hey I didn't say I didn't wanna hang out!" She reassures me, "I just said I might be a bit tired."

"Yea I guess you did, uh sorry for reacted that way."

We spent the rest of the night talking about how we were gonna speak the next few months together. Around 4 am
We ended the call with 'I love you's' and blowing kisses.

Little did I know that the secret she was keeping might tear us apart.

A/n dude this is so filler

Anyways angst is coming be ready 🥰

Have a great day/night ily