The next day
7pm
I woke up on the floor, how did I get here I don't even know... i barely remember how I got home
I stood up slowly , I'm still drunk, I can feel it..my world was spinning as i fully stood up
I feel like I have to throw up, I hate throwing up, this feeling of nausea I get after drinking way too much I HATE IT
I saw my phone laying on the floor so I bent to pick it up
I nearly fell over but I caught myself before standing back up
I went to turn my phone on but it was dead
I huffed and went to my room to charge it, I looked at my little alarm clock seeing the time
" There's no fucking way I slept this long" I mumbled to myself
I scrunched my face up feeling a ache in my back..My body was hurting so bad the soreness was unimaginable
I placed my hand on my forehead slowly thinking of different events from last night , I am deathly ashamed of myself as of right now
I got butterflies thinking of mook
I can't believe I did all that last night...so ashamed
I went to my charger and plugged my phone up before stumbling to the bathroom
I got in the mirror looking at myself, I was torn up
My lashes were gone, My closure lace part was lifted I had dark circles under my eyes , My dress had stains on it ,My shoes were still cute tho
I rolled my eyes and cut the shower on
As i was undressing myself i realized I didn't have any underwear on
" what the fuck happened to my drawls" I said looking in actual disbelief
I shook my head and took my bra off before stepping into the shower
I made sure the water steamy hot, I have to burn the skin off my arms I feel so dirty right now
Feeling the hot water hit my body was so relaxing, I starting to feel like a brand new woman
I grabbed my loofa and rubbed my soap onto it I made sure to lather it so good you couldn't seven see my hand or the loofa
I began to scrub my body my skin was turning red from the friction of my loofa and the water but it was needed
I needed to get to filth of me , I made my body sudsy, I closed my eyes and let the water run down my body
I quickly opened my eyes getting a vivid image of mook in my head
I rolled my eyes
He's so fine...I'm just so embarrassed why would I fuck him like that on the first night
I at least coulda waited til the second night jeez
The body wants what it wants tho...it was the alcohol...maybe I am a alcoholic..no imma drunk
Now He probably thinks imma hoe I promise this my first time giving it up like that ian never did no shit like that before
He's only my second body anyways
I rolled my eyes trying to get it out my head but different flash backs kept coming back
I groaned and huffed
"I might be attached now" I mumbled
I opened my body scrub vanilla scented and began to exfoliate my skin
