I don't care. {Hide x Kaneki}

Chapter 1

I watched as the wind blew my hair in my face this early winter morning. I'm not big really on going out but Kaneki invited me around for once. It's not usual this happens. It all just ended when he got an eyepatch. He's even 'bleached' his hair. I mean you have to see him and known him to understand. His taste of food has defiantly... changed. He's more anti-social before. He just locks himself in his room unless he feels like going to our favourite coffee shop. He still has a taste for coffee thank god.

I manage to cross the street near Kaneki's apartment. The buzzer usually is always like it is. 'Kaneki Ken. Floor 15 room 128'. I pressed the buzzer doing the pattern only me and Touka chan know. I haven't told you about her. She's a blue haired girl with short hair. And she is defiantly Kaneki's girlfriend... I think anyway. I enter the apartment and take the elevator. All I know is that he wanted me for a reason.

I walked in the room that Kaneki calls 'Hang Out.' He was there like usual. He casually looked at me as I entered and I just looked at him once, I knew he hasn't eaten. "You know Kaneki, you can eat for once in your life."
"Don't you think I fucking tried!"
I stared him in the eyes. He was always ready to attack. I still remember some of the bruises I got because his issues. "Kaneki... Calm." I approach slowly and sit next to him. "You need to control yourself sometimes." He threw a punch at me. One I was unsure I could dodge in time. And like I guessed, I got a fist into my stomach. I fell on the ground grasping my stomach for pain, but unusually Kaneki stared at his fist and jumped down to help me. I knew this was something weird.
"Hide I'm sorry... I'm so fucking sorry. I understand why you wouldn't talk to me again. Please forgive me Hi-"
"Kaneki stop. I know you're a ghoul and I know it's hard to handle."
I looked at him as he started to tear up. I knew he was trying to keep it a secret. It was obvious. I wrapped my arms around him and placed my lips on his.
"Kaneki, I love you so fucking much, okay?