The secret (Camren)

Camilas POV

I woke up and I saw the most beautiful green eyes girl beside me. She wasn't awake yet but I didn't car. "Good morning beautiful" I said and kissed her cheek. I got up to go change. When I took off my shirt it felt like someone was staring. I turned around and Lauren was staring me down. "Like what you see huh" I said smirking and she blushed. I walked over to the bed and sat on her stomach. "Don't hide your blush you're beautiful" I said and kissed her. It was passionate at first and then it got a little heated. She licked my bottom lip and I accepted. Our tongues battled but she won. She rolled me over not breaking our lips. She started kidding on my jaw. She found her way to my neck and I moaned because she felt my sweet spot. She kissed her way to my thigh. "Lauren wait" I said. I've never had sex before and I ready. She kept kissing. It was so pleasurable but I'm not ready. "Babe I'm not ready" I said and she say up beside me. That's the farthest we've ever gone. "I'm sorry, are you mad" I asked. She grabbed my face and kissed my cheek. "Of course I'm not mad babe. I don't want to rush you into something you don't want to do." She said. "Thank you" I said I was honestly afraid she'd get pissed. "Lauren I need to tell you something." I told her. "Okay what is it Camz?" She asked I could tell she was concerned. Right before I was going to tell her mom and dad were yelling for me. "Mila, are you home" I heard her yell. I grabbed Laurens hand and brought her downstairs. "Lauren hello it's great to see you!" My dad said happily. Well Lauren thought he was my dad. I squeezed her hand because I was scared and she rubbed her thumb on my hand and it calmed me. "Camila honey the adoption workers are coming later because we apparently forgot to sign papers when you were adopted." Tara said. Shit. Lauren looked and me. "Tara I haven't told yet please excuse us" I pulled Lauren upstairs into my bedroom. As soon as we got there I fell to the floor. I felt like I was drowning in a pool of tears. Lauren came over to me and helped me to the bed. "Camz baby don't cry. Just explain what's going on." She said. "When I was ten years old I was home with my parents and my sister Sofia. I had my headphones in and I heard someone scream. I looked out my bedroom door and some person had murdered my mom. My dad didn't die yet. Sofia had been stabbed in the back more than once. She was in the living room floor. The last thing I ever heard from my dad was I love you Karla now run. And I did. I jumped out my window and ran to the police station. My whole family was gone. Then when I was in the adoption center Tara and Nick came. So they are who you think my mom and dad but they aren't. Sofia was only 2. Lauren I miss them so much." I said crying into her shoulder. "Camz I am so so sorry. I didn't know any of this. Why should such an amazing person have to go through this." She said. Soon she was crying with me. "Dinah is the only one who knows. She helped me through hard times that's why she's mean to people who insult me." I said. I cried until I fell asleep in the most miserable way ever. Nick is the one who doesn't like gays. Tara knows but I'll have to break it to him sometime...